JoY :D

2008-11-15T17:29:00.001+08:00

hey peeps!

RELINK!

http://www.whenisaybleah.blogspot.com/

thank you! <3

2008-09-01T14:20:00.002+08:00

i was studying lit.

IRONY

right. teacher leaving on teachers day.

i dont care if it's MRS LAM leaving.

but it's MS QUEK leaving.

~~wth.~~

she's like, i BEST teacher i ever had.

i read mirna's post and i really wanna cry, all the memories.

i quote mirna.

"Teachers come. and teachers go.
but no teacher will ever have made such an impact on us as ms quek.

why didnt you tell us that you were leaving ms quek?

ms quek you were the best teacher i have ever had. i still rmbr your last lesson with us. i wasnt even paying attention. my worksheet wasnt even on the table. i regret that now.

ms quek i willl miss you calling me to come and set up your laptop or visualiser for you. i will miss you scolding me cos i nvr do homework.

i will miss you walking around the class and seeing what we're doing.

i will miss you giving us biscuits and crackers and pretending not to notice when we eat them during your lesson.

i will miss you smacking me or ruffling my hair.

i rmbr that time you walked out on us. we ran after you and said sorry ms quek cos we were so scared you really were going to go.

ms quek i will miss you saying that you're a computer dinosaur.

i will miss you saying that you're 100 years old.

i will miss you teasing all of us.

i will miss seeing you walk into class the minute the bell rings and us groaning.

i will miss your funny reactions whenever we write all the nonsense "ms quek you're so hot!" stuff on the whiteboard.

i will miss it when after we greet you, and someone will shout "ms quek you look so prettaye today!"

when we go back after september hols, im still hoping that she will walk into class as she always does the minute the bell rings.

i miss you ms quek.

thankyou for all you have ever done for us.

the school didnt say anything at all. not even a word for the world's most dedicated teacher. for 2/O's 100 yr old dinosaur fairy god mother. we love you ms quek. from the bottom of all our 37 hearts. you will always be the most dedicated, most caring teacher to us.

MS QUEK SOO NGOH. the best teacher in the world."

Quoted from Mirna

i'm even tearing now. when i'm copying and pasting and reading.

i dont care if people gave me bewildered expressions seeing me cry.

when i think of it i still cry. yesterday at esplanade, we started talking about ms quek leaving, and all the wonderful things she had done for us. then i started crying. Esther started crying. Jasmine ALMOST.

i wanted to see yenyi cry.

I MISS YOUUUUUU ms quek. i want you back.

i pity the next english teacher.

i shall say no more, or i'll be dehydrated.

2008-07-22T20:24:00.003+08:00

oh my giddygoodness.

i'm so tired that i got a headache during math, and fell asleep once i reached home till dinner. zomg.

Swimming! fun, but tiring. haha. geog test is so -urgh- okay. it's like, those that i memorized like mad, only some came out. those that i didnt took up like 3 marks each. -.-

i feel hot. as in, heaty.

uh-oh.

English oral tomorrow. WhoTH is Mrs R. Tan?!

oh, i posted national track and field, and RHD photos on facebook. (:

cedar. <3

I FEEL SO

HHHHOOOOTTTT.

heaty.

tea? anyone?

AARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i'm getting sick.

i can feel it coming.

fever, maybe.

2008-07-12T22:20:00.002+08:00

i feel damnnnnnnnnn pissed now so i shant talk too much.

one? because of 2/Ollypop 2008.
two? leaders invest 2008
three? 2/Ollypop 2008
four? leaders invest 2008

WTH. cheat my feelings.

suddenly mute? suddenly dumbstruck?
say not involved in interaction? say dont give badge?

like, this is the ONE and ONLY ONE time where ____ is here for invest can.
and i wasnt there. at interaction. to take photos. to, well, interact.

of all people, _ _ _ _. ____cant come next year cos ____'s sec 3 this year.
and my ONLY chance is gone. thanks to you selfish people.

and like, hey. if seeing people from your own class getting humiliated before your very own eyes is pleasure, you already have it.

you guys are definitely not mute, cos you cheered so much for CL.

it's like so painful to see the four go up to stage dressed up so nicely and putting alot of effort to buy matching clothes and make up, facing the crowd searching desperately for the class to cheer for them. and i saw it with my own eyes that the class were stoning. having them (even myself) looking like social rejects and total retards. and after that? "sorry".

tissue cant stop internal bleeding. just like how "sorry" cant stop emotional rejection.

~~we know we arent like the most popular clique in the class, but we did that to represent the class. cant you spare a cheer to let us spare our faces?~~

I really really needed that ONE interaction session. it was given away.
We really really wanted our badges that day. only some got them.

why is this world seem to be crashing down on me?!

NAYR. sheesh. congratulate me, for having another failure.

dont get me wrong. i dont hate them. i'll be okay and back up soon.

2008-07-07T11:42:00.003+08:00

FINALLYYYYYYYYYY i'm willing to blog.

c'mon, it's youth day.

although there's dumb chinese test tomorrow.

so many things happened within this almost-a-month-since-i-blogged era. gosh.

acsi june act

be yourself day

what else?

great! i cant remember.

hehehe.

cant be bothered to really blog now. it's YOUTH DAY and i going to bathe chiral in a few minutes time. and when that boy gets wet, he'll wipe himself against the dry me.

= i'll be wet too.

yes, he stole my gummy from my table. smart right. i'm sooooooo happy to have such a SMART DOG like chiral.

not.

act blur when i caught him with my gummy, act guai when i wave a piece of chicken at him.

(hmm.)

dont get me wrong, i still love chiral (:

chinese! i dont wanna fail chinese man, although i might.

yuck.

Crab, Pam and Shar are at vivo now, i think.

Who Made My Day: people who tagged (:

CRAB (:

2008-06-15T21:45:00.002+08:00

Crab's birthday is coming! i know it's like in July, but i already bought her present.

And we talked retardedly about getting her Mr Krabs.

me: i'm buying your present now! :D

crab: What is it? Hahaha. No crab! :\

m: HMM what about mr krabs en? xD LOL. it's gonna be a secret till 26 July (:

c: :\ that's so long, joy. i dont want that one! Anything but that money-minded crab!

m: Aww. What about krabby paddies? (:

c: What! Lol. Have you bought it..

m: Bought what? Mr Krabs or krabby paddies? what do you think, madam? :D

c: Hahaha. No please i dont like that crab! D:

m: Lol this conversation abt your crab thingy is so funnaye. Hahaha. Okay okay, i havent! Lol k you prefer crab or squid?

c: Haha. i dont know. Depends on which is cuter?

LOL. and i bought it.

2008-06-11T13:20:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was leaders investiture rehearsal. went out to eat with sharianty, siti, badi and hanan. (:

yes, and i finally changed my phone. :D

Homework update.

UPDATE ON HW PROGRESS

~~1) Science MYE 2005~~

~~2) Science EYE 2007~~

3) EnjoyEdu chinese cloze passage and compre

~~4) Chinese Practice 8 and 9~~

5) Chinese Reflections on a newspaper article

6) ~~Readers Digest (Feb, ~~March,~~ April, ~~May~~)~~

~~7) History Movie assignment (project)~~

~~8) IPW stuffxzxzx~~

~~9) Math Ass. 1~~

~~10) Math Ass. 2~~

~~11) Math Ass. 3~~

~~12) Math Ass. 4~~

~~13) Math Ass. 5~~

~~14) Math Ass. 6~~

~~15) Chinese Summary~~

~~16) <200pb> movie reflections~~

~~17) English Compre and summary~~

~~18) English Newspaper~~

~~19) Geography Empoldering (project)~~

I'm slowing downnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

and i dont feel like doing chinese.

aww.

UPDATE

2008-06-07T20:18:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday darling Chiral! <3

you're ONE now!

(140507)

Happy birthday Pamela dear! <3

You're FOURTEEN now!

(300594)

Happy birthday Sharmaine dear! <3

You're FOURTEEN now!

(050694)

The lovelies. :D

Time for updates!

Oh yes, i cant believe i actually forgot to blog about 14th May, which is when CEDAR GIRLS SEC CHOIR performed @ the ESPLANADE! :D

& chiral's birthday!

Gosh, now i dont know where to start. Went to do CIP with pamela with those sweet and cute kids! AWW :D it's really nice to be there!

The other day at Robinson's Sale, i met Crab with her mom. So coincidental, just when i was thinking abt what to buy for her birthday.

I SUGGEST MR KRABS! xDD

&i can hear esther going 'noooooooo!'

I FEEL SO GUILTY. i spent about, $900 bucks in 2 days. how come? i'm getting contact lenses and they cost a neuclear bomb. eeks.

HISTORY MOVIE! it's FINALLY done. like, finally, like, finally,

LIKE, FINALLY.

(-satisfied)

UPDATE ON HW PROGRESS

~~1) Science MYE 2005~~
~~2) Science EYE 2007~~
3) EnjoyEdu chinese cloze passage and compre
4) Chinese Practice 8 and 9
5) Chinese Reflections on a newspaper article
6) Readers Digest (Feb, ~~March,~~ April, ~~May~~)
~~7) History Movie assignment (project)~~
~~8) IPW stuffxzxzx~~
~~9) Math Ass. 1~~
~~10) Math Ass. 2~~
~~11) Math Ass. 3~~
~~12) Math Ass. 4~~
~~13) Math Ass. 5~~
~~14) Math Ass. 6~~
~~15) Chinese Summary~~
~~16) <200pb> movie reflections~~
~~17) English Compre and summary~~
18) English Newspaper
~~19) Geography Empoldering (project)~~

Second week's over, and i'm not done yet. :\

sheesh.

2008-05-26T22:23:00.005+08:00

Raffles won, haha.

Well, i was expecting to see Nanyang and RI compete, such similar characters, tsk.

Nicholas and EeWei.

I NEEDA UPDATE.

went out with Sharmaine, Pamela, Jasmine, Esthercrab, Sarah, Huaywen, Varsha, Candia and Yuan Jing on Vesak. ate at WARAKU and i love the marble drink thingy. :D

Shopped. i couldnt have been more broke than this okay.

had a nice cup of Vanilla Latte at Starbucks, while some people started secretphototaking.

COOL.

Left earlier than crab and kena called pangseh again la. :\

TOMORROW SMO.

seriously, not that we're geniuses. and the math olympiad questions are really hair-fallouts.

2295.

HOLIDAYS are killers.

because of such things called homework...

1) Science MYE 2005

2) Science EYE 2007

3) EnjoyEdu chinese cloze passage and compre

4) Chinese Practice 8 and 9

5) Chinese Reflections on a newspaper article

6) Readers Digest (Feb, March, April, May)

7) History Movie assignment (project)

8) IPW stuffxzxzx

9) Math Ass. 1

10) Math Ass. 2

11) Math Ass. 3

12) Math Ass. 4

13) Math Ass. 5

14) Math Ass. 6

15) Chinese Summary

16) <200pb> movie reflections

17) English Compre and summary

18) English Newspaper

19) Geography Empoldering (project)

...and still counting.

GOSHIE.

plus, i'm not in the mood to chiong. which is

sad, bad, mad.

Who made my day: Hershey's Cookies and Cream <3

Tao Kae Nois

2008-05-09T19:40:00.004+08:00

7th May 2008

is really my most memoriable birthday i ever ever had. i'm serious. :D

Morning, as per normal, i received presents and plenty of hugs (: hahaha.

Although i'm not singing for Mundi and even cried for it, it as a blessing in disguise, that it totally made the day MOST memoriable EVER in my life.

At first, i was so nervous and sang horribly for mundi, argh. and then was not to sing for it. bleah :\. it really upsetting for me. not just about failing Mundi (and Poro) but it's about my stupid, horrible singing. I might as well fail everything. i was so worried and scared i'll become the WORST singer in choir.

Ms Chye talked to me about my singing. i was so ashamed my myself, honest. Then sunanda and xuqi came, and encouraged and yea. (: and one whole bunch of seniors came and comfort too. Then si min turned me to the piano, where xu ying started playing the Happy Birthday song. i was SO TOUCHED that i cried harder, and almost suffocated myself. LOL.

Changed conception: Being Strong doesnt mean NO CRYING.

It's how i pick myself up from it.

i realised that you can control your tears after a setback, but you cant control your tears when you are deeply touched. Once again, i thank all those seniors around me. THANK YOU!

Although i failed Mundi, which is a sad thing, it was what made 7th May 2008 the MOST MEMORIABLE DAY EVER. :D

Oh, yes, but you cant forget abt presents too, ahha. xD

DadY and MomY- Cashhhhh, a whole topless 5 from swensens [3 Yummy Raisin (with added rum, yum!), 1 Coffee, 1 Sticky Chewy Chocolate]

JoannaY (Sister)- a personalized name chop!

JasmineY- a cool FILA teeshirt! +note

EstherY and SharmaineY- a super gorgeous dangling earring. +note

PamelaY- 2 Bracelets ~~not Brastripes~~, 1 super cool orange glittery Lipbalm ~~not lingerie~~ haha! +Postcard

SarahY- one strawberry hammer with the boing! sound when you hit it! xD

ZhiyingY- a cute brown mouse hp chain! +card

EvelynY- a taurus keychain! +note

JoelanceY and MabelY- A COOL BLACK ELECTRIC GUITAR model!! :D

PriscillaY- a white bear, orange feather, orange hair-accessory, orange flavoured mini Chupa Chups!

Charlotte LimY- a SUUUPER nice winter bear from Forever Friends! aww! +letter

Charlotte CheongY- a long card (:

Yi ZhenY- a cute card with real nice deco. a REAL NICE cute dog-plushie, a wooden keychain with my name carved on it.

+ 'Diva' (?!) strap, angel bear, stickers etc etc

2OllypopersY- Birthday cheer (:

1AllegianceY- Birthday cheer (:

1NthuY- Birthday cheer (:

All the othersY (too many to name) :\ - thank you for all the HUGS and Birthday Wishes. <3

To sum up:

GodY- for ALL the above. <33333

Thank you, Lord.

OH YES, CHIRAL's BIRTHDAY IS COMINGGGGGGGGGG.

what should i get?

maybe he'll like marshmallows.

What flavour?

Strawberry? Grape?

Chocolate?

Who made my day: EVERYONE mentioned. (:

2008-05-04T14:48:00.010+08:00

uhh, so lampok failed me for literature. GAH.

Oh on friday after choir, pamela and i went out to eat and talk :D hahaha her parents treated me to Gelato. thanks so much for the icecream! xD

Gosh, 10 more days. i feel, excited yet nervous. what's with my voice? it's...weird. and it has nothing to do with PMS. -.-

I'm so proud of myself, heehee.
cos i'm an emotionally strong female (:
i got over something ive held for 2 years overnight.
and no, i'm not being sarcastic. i really am proud about being strong, teehee.

I'm so proud of chiral too! He's trained to sit, stay, down, stand, heel on command already. <3

Tag replies;
Celine; hey! yes i miss you all too! Linked!
Sharmaine; hey lovelaye.
Rou Hui; hello ROUHUIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. :D
Roohi; hahaha sure.
Emi; hello! although i cant understand what's that!
Anisa; Really? hahaha!
Jasmine; YEP thanks man! haha yes i know i rock ;) hahah.
Esther; haha, practically no one does. xD
Si Ying; Yea i know that. she's just trash, lol.
Priscilla; really? hahaha!
Kellie; haha thanks, kel.
Charlotte; Hello. (:
YunYi; HEYYYYYYYY.
Jia Ying; Hey! I didnt see you there too. what time did you go there?

Who made my dayY: Pamela and her Gelato ice cream. xD

2008-04-30T18:52:00.003+08:00

:D

i realised lots of things.

Like the "BIG GIRLS DONT CRY" song by senior choir, gosh, so many things to agree. it totally describes me now.

"Why do fools fall in love?"
"Love is a losing game, Love can be a shame."

and many more, ahha.

GOSH... i feel unglamxzxzxzx. :\

2 weeks to esplanade limelight. go choir! ;D

1 week to my birthday. :D
2 week to chiral's birthday. :DD

;D

HINT. lol xD

it's labour day tomorrow.
yup, a day for more labour.
hmmmmm.

HMMMMMMMMMM.

yes, i'm a girl in a girls' school. there's a purpose, away from ~~jerks.~~

i'm lazyyyyy to reply tags today. hahah. i feel like, slacking, suddenly.
drifting away from this ~~world~~

OH lit project. i'm still trying to fit the personality of the grandmother in "corridor" into a song. tsk. seems real...cute and interesting.

:D

2008-04-26T18:55:00.006+08:00

i think this is ridiculous. i studied like crazy for geog and i still got the same marks as before, which is a horrible looking B3. tsk. go awayyyy. one more mark it'll be an A2. two more marks it would be heaven. :D

Oh anyway, esther reminded me of lampok. wl eh, i cant stand that irritating old woman. okay i'm blogging about her for the first time cos i've been 忍-ing for very long. Firstly, i found it fascinating to watch the way she moves and act.

1st time (in class)
Lampok (L): This girl uh, always look at me with that saddddd eyes.
Me (M): ?
L: i wonder what is wrong...
M: Er, no? nothing?

2nd time (in class)
L: You still look sad leh.
M: ... -.-
L: Ms Quek says that you're pretty, but -shakes head-, i dont think so, i dont know.
M: -pissed-

3rd time (general office)
M: (trying to be courteous even though i ~~detest~~ her) Good Morning mrs lam. -bows-
L: Hello. you still got the look leh.
M: -annoyed- this is MY FACE.
L: oh... must smile more arh!

okay it's not that i dont smile much or i'm damn dull or what. i'm sure you beg to differ too. but OMGZXZXZX it's how much i freaking dislike her that i'm being super -urgh- at her.

Friday (in class)
The day before, she asked me if i left some notes on my table. i said no.
L: -asks lit rep- did i leave the notes here?
Naqiyah: Yes.
L: HUH THEN THAT GIRL UH -points at me-, told me that i DIDNT!
M: ?
Naqiyah: No, no, you passed it to ME.
L: oh. haha. (to me) i was about to blame you...
M: -.-
L: tsk, this girl urh (hit/tap whatever, me on my shoulder) always look so dark, so sad.
M: ...
L: Ms Quek told me that she's so pretty!
Siying: She is what!
L: But she always scowls...
M: (to myself) haha fine, that's to you only, woman.
L: AND i wonder how she brings joy to others, always so grumpy.
M: ?!! -offended-

my classmates were saying that she was too overboard.
like, woman, keep your ~~bloody~~ comments to yourself. and arent you pleased that you're the FIRST person i EVER scowl at? Even if i do look sad, is that your ~~freaking~~ business?

and GOSH. how she brags.
In class:
L: Mr Lam and i dont like to be showy, so instead of this mercedes and lexus, we got a volvo. Safety comes first for us.
Class: (oh yea, right, a volvo.)
L: Actually, we can afford any car we want, but we just got a volvo.
Class: (okay...)
L: My fridge is STOCKED FUULLLLL of ferrero rochor! because that's my favourite chocolate.
Class: (not showy indeed)

How ironical. not showy? well, here you are showing off.
Like, we know you're our lit teacher. But we already know what ironies are. thank you for your -um- PASSION for teaching.

-.-

BLAH. in fact i'm starting to think Ms Quek is SO MUCH BETTER than lampok. yes yes, i hear esther going "i told you". at least ms quek doesnt critisize, doesnt comment on personal stuff and doesnt offend the hell out of people.

YES I'M OFFENDED. and i have the right to be.

2008-04-24T20:20:00.002+08:00

just a quick post.

i gotta hurry cos i accidentally slept for 3 solid hours, feeling refreshed, but scolded myself for wasting time.

My sis said that someone called me.
Sis: Joy your phone!
me: huh...
Sis: your phone
me: huh...
Sis: your phone ah! take it
me: -takes the phone but didnt answer it-

it's SO freaky cos i didnt even know it happened. the poor person at the other end was waiting so long for a semi-concious person to respond. lol.

so i actually wasted 3 whole hours where i could have done math and have so much free time. tsk.

Priscilla my seat partner is damn sweet! she bought chocs for me (:

Who made my day: Priscilla

2008-04-23T18:56:00.004+08:00

Let's Play Hangman.

Category: Choir

_ o _ o _ e _ _ i _ i

Answer: Poro Hechiri

haha did your man/woman got hanged? that's not the point but haha i'm going to miss it.

I suddenly feel that it's okay to fail. okay rubbish, what am i talking about. confession here: i had hot tears in my eyes, but actually, i didnt feel so bad. rather, i felt warm. haha i'm a little used to my weak singing and the results behind them. it's upsetting how i deproved, but it's from what you deprove that you learn and improve, right?

So why get upset, or emo in front of the innocent?

face it.

why?

Cos you have a face.

Unless you're faceless, that's another story. xD

It must have felt horrible failing for the first few times. but seriously, i have to admit there are better singers with super solid voices, and i'm neither. it's okay to fail after all.

well, People who sink into their failures remains as failures.

People who pick themselves up from their failures are winners.

no one wants to be a failure, right?

so i gotta pick myself up.

YAY.

oh wait, i'm stuck.

my muscles are still aching from napfa.

1,2,3 PULLLLL.

ayomaaaaaaaa.

~~excuse me, i'm being real retarded here. :D~~

FAILURES are teachers

Learn from it.

~~Who~~ What made my day: French Fries and Chocolate Milk Tea.

2008-04-22T17:05:00.009+08:00

I'm feeling random today, as usual :D hahah.

It's surprising that i'm suddenly visiting blogger every now and then these few days. weirdo.

AH YES, voting day is over today, though it wasnt ~~quiet~~. LOL. i miss old cedar, but then, who doesnt? i love the hall (and theatrette)! To be honest, i'm excited to know who's the next HPC. lol.

Today Si Ying, Yen Yi and I made chicken kebabs. AND we used chicken ~~boobs~~ again. -.- but it tasted okayyy. apart from fishing pieces of capsicum out of it :D i think the mashed potato was nice, although i practically poured the whole bottle of pepper in =X

NAPFA IS OVERRRRRRRR! *fanfare*

hahaha stupid 2.4 made the report card look so ugly.

UGLY.

U-G-L-Y

You aint got no allibi

You're Ugly, yea yea

You're UGLY.

hah. i'm surprised that i could jump a reasonable distance for standing broad jump. i thought i couldnt jump, For Chicken's Sake.

Today was a sweaty day. First thing in the morning, ran around to find ms lizah. Then napfa. Then ran up to the hall for voting procedure. Then ran about trying to clear up the place. Then ran to the canteen to get ~~recess~~ drinks. Saw one whole row of teachers looking at us as if we were playing truant. :\

The perfect way to get rid of your pen:

Bring it to the hall during voting process. You'll somehow lose at least one.

TAG REPLIES

PAMELA: thanks! :D yes, my day maker! <3

Jasmine: haha. ILY too <3

Penelope: thank you (:

Steffi: thanks! haha i will when i have timeeeeeee.

Sharmaine: thankies. :D

Wendi: haha okay.

Atiqah: I will link you soon.

Adilah: I will link you soon too.

Si Ying: YEA RIGHT does it?

RACHEL!: i will!

Charlotte[: : haha hello.

rachel (thejunior): hahaha i will.

Fayeth: Faith? haha of course he is! xD

Who made my day: ?

2008-04-21T20:43:00.003+08:00

haha okay i feel horrible now.

nope, not about choir and Sop1 staying back. it was okay. (:

It's just that...

Everyone has expectations to meet

what if you cant?

Up and down for the person you seek

but then accused for not meeting the demand.

Do you cry?

Do you sigh?

Do you blow your mind?

This is where challenges begins

it's not the end yet

Just strive hard by all means

until your purpose here is met.

So stay calm,

Relax,

Think back

Of mistakes,

history,

just Relax...

okkie, i feel better. i know i would. :D

Who made my day: Esther, Sharmaine, Huay Wen, Pamela

2008-04-19T20:03:00.002+08:00

One more voting day to go!

hahaha i think this rocks man, being i/c of an event. i hope to be i/c for orientation, but i should learn from pamela to give opportunity to others. (:

went for dog training just now. chiral my darling was such a magnificent boy! hahaha. xD

during my free time, i went around reading blogs and found many people saying about their results. haha HEYYYYY i did so badly for math! :\ mrlim was ______.

i deproved ALOT trust me. just cos i cant stand all the stupid alphabets and whats not of algebraic equations and stuff. and i looooovvve geometry like mad.

so i deproved like... 11 marks. congrats, joy.
1st test- 34/35
2nd test- 23/35

?!

yes i know. it's rediculous. gah. algebra. oh for NUT's sake.

give me geometry.

please?

Who made my day: Chiral

2008-04-18T20:41:00.002+08:00

TGIF :D

haha actually, saturdays are busier.

well, there are so many things to catch up, but i have finally MADE time -grins.
heheh. ytd and the day before rachel and i stayed up till abt midnight to do the ppt for HPC. and microsoft ppt is getting so slllllooooooowww. Kellie suggests that it should be called Microslow. xD

Jia you 3 nominees. oh yes, this reminds me of...
okay i lost the thought again. =X

ANYWAY, i suddenly love short sentenses.

and i'm feeling random. HAHA. (x

BIG GIRLS DONT CRYYYYYYYY.

oh yes! i owe jasmine and siying a post. hahaha i almost forgot.

JASMINE
Jasmine is a name of a flower
Jasmine is a super nice friend to me
Jasmine is retarded
Jasmine is sooooo adorable
Jasmine sits behind cos she's so tall
Jasmine loves cows
Jasmine loves milk from cows :D
Jasmine is my 'valentine' =X
Jasmine is ~~jas~~mine. (eek? :D)

SIYING
Siying is utterly random
Siying is known as the 'coffee girl'
Siying is aka shortie in the first row
Siying is my ex-lab partner
Siying is my cute friend
Siying is EGO at times
Siying is my running partner (hah!)
Siying is growing taller than me soon! )))))x
Siying is super skinny
Siying is MY FRIENDDDDD.

i'm a pumpkin. :D

Who made my day: Pamela

2008-04-11T18:38:00.001+08:00

i envy people who ran.

2008-04-11T17:51:00.002+08:00

oh, like yay, all my impt tests are over! ~~and i do not count english. :D~~

so Garde won again. hahaha. i thought Rose would. Rose's Cheerleading was so... seductive! lol.

IXORA. you guys won cheerleading, yo! :DD

yay.

though i was 90% not at the grand stand, but at the prize table. :\

but being prize stewardess was okayy, tired though. On the bus i fell into such a slumber that i banged my head against the glass 3 times. -.-

Why bball was DQ? i know the answer, but i just cant believe it.

short sentences.

cos my mind is clouded with different stuff.

stupid. i still have chinese to do.

and piano to practise.

and i need sleep.

i think i screwed math.

maybe i didnt. but i think i did.

hmm, i'm tired.

of course i am.

~d-_-b~ :

어린날의 기억 (:

2008-04-09T18:48:00.004+08:00

Oh wow, how amazing.

i totally screwed today.
i thought 1 was a prime number.
i didnt factorize to the simplest form.
i didnt manage to solve that pq question.

mrlim's so gonna hate me.

Choir.

Ms Chye is fedup with me

Seniors are against me, either personally or politically

"Did you lose your voice?"

No. not my voice, but my dignity.

Girl, that was the past

the past where you did well

the past where seniors loved you

the past where you werent involved in politics

the past...where everthing seemed perfect.

Girl, wake up

wake up to the present world

wake up to the society

wake up to the ever competing political issues

wake up...to the alarm, the head, the heart.

Girl, neither fret nor sorrow,

neither tear nor emo

neither punch pillows

neither spike volleyballs againts the walls

nor ever scream on top of the mountains.

Girl, that was the past

there is no looking back

there is no mending of history

just pick yourself and carry on

cos, there arent other options other than to break free.

no. not my voice, but my dignity.

i did well.

2008-04-05T13:13:00.001+08:00

just a quick post before going back to my books.

i know esther's actually upset inside her. :\

CHEER UPPPP ESTHER! (:
-you've done well.

2008-04-01T19:49:00.002+08:00

My blog needs CPR.

oh, btw, today was april fool's and my class's prank really backfired. -.- haha first reached school, tired and blur. Then heard that we gotta do math. choinged. rushed down to 1A to bring them to the courtyard. my junior had this super cool 'potato gun' and you just stab the nozzle into a fresh potato and it becomes a bullet. then just fire.

At first, i thought it would be real pain judging by the pressure. but it just went -poop- and yea. haha she tried shooting me, and i was so scared it'll hurt like mad so i screamed in front of all my juniors in 1A. i was like "AHHHHEEEKKK" -grabs the nearest bag and used it to hide my face. i know it's so malu la, haha. eek.

went around shooting people. and got myself almost having faced with charlotte's stupid bug. gawd, of all things insects and pest. teachers are SO not sporting. -.- except for mrs yeo (: our class winded the clock 25minutes faster and tried to trick mrlim, wanglaoshi and mrsyeo. mr lim looked at the clock at first, and after finding that his watch was "lagging", he winded his according to our class clock. but then when kellie said that math was supposed to end already, he just went "not funny arh." and continued scribbling. wanglaoshi just said, 你们把他弄快了. mrs yeo was really CLASSIC. she didnt believe, but we all looked so disappointed that she said "OH GOSH it's time's up already!" and we all laughed. haha, she's quite nice.

oh, i forgot kimberly wants her name in this post.

Kimberly is a kim (plus) ber (plus) ly.
Kimberly is a girl
Kimberly is a female
Kimberly is my lab partner
Kimberly is the sports rep
Kimberly is hyper
Kimberly is retarded
Kimberly is self-obsessed
Kimberly is always hungry (hungry during science! :P)
Kimberly is a funnaye, happaye, lovelaye, kimberlaye!

yay, i'm ready to show my masterpiece.

SLKBAV;ADLSB;AKJDBA' WHY do they cramp all the tests together? :\

let's MUGG.

기쁨을is my name.

2008-03-13T17:35:00.004+08:00

i failed chinese quite badly, so mom got me chinese tuition. oh dear. :\

oh you know what, i spent 3 hours to get home on tuesday. it's really crap okay. Ashikin and i were trying to get home but because of some accident near my home, all the transport services were just unavailable. what happened was, we took 107 to kovan as usual, and waited for 81. After a very long time, there still isnt any 81, and there was about 20 80s. i started wondering if they put up the wrong busplate or something. i'm serious you know, there were just SO MANY 80s that once they came one after another. About 1h+, one 81 finally appeared, and because there were so many people accumulated over and hour, ashikin and i couldnt squeeze up the bus. then we decided to take train to pasir ris, hoping that it would be faster. And when we checked the MRTmap, we had to go all the way to outram park and transfer to green line and all the way back to pasir ris. it was madness. so alighted at serangoon and walked to the bus interchange. it was so deserted and there were only 2 or 3 buses there. Thank God we finally got on the 81 there. My sister scolded me for wasting travelling money and stuff, and i should have just waited there. but i'm super glad that i did that cos when we reacher kovan, people just couldnt get up the bus, while ashikin and i were happily sitting. ><>

Okay according to Jasmine, CL is not Chinese language, but it's chlorine. HAHA :D

i LOVE THIS MAN. :D

it's really good. it sorta showed me that being a doctor is not as easy as i thought. go watch it!

P.S, everything showed is just so real! i assure you, the storyline and every surgery is so detailed that you thought the actor/actress is really during the surgery. serious!

P.S.S, okay i sound retarded, bear with me now cause i suddenly feel insane.

Gah. (:

WLCL!

2008-03-04T15:40:00.003+08:00

hahah i'm FINALLY posting about LJ! (: i've got SO much to tell.

Firstly, when i reached school, i got to know that mabel dear lost her hp again. I think this trip mabel really had some bad charms or stuff, but she really TSK la. PASSPORT also left at home. MABEL! ><

MR CLARENCE LIM was in charge of my coach. how nice! :D mrlim's real nice (: hahaha then our class formed WLCL, you go and guess it yourself. hahaha CL!!

Kimberly threw rugaiyah's bag on CL's face accidentally, and i was the one who threw rugaiyah's bag to kimberly :X. haha and priya was supposed to feed CL, but i think that's REAL GROSS. but i think priya doesnt mind right... president of WLCL, fan of CL.

I LOVE THAT CHOCOLATE THINGY. hahaha cool man, see all those chocolate made sculptures. but they're all $$, but come on what do you expect? i bought home durian chocs, cos they're unique and niceeeeee.

PEWTER FACTORY. i think pewter is cool :D PEEEEEEEW-ter. ahhha. i just like the name.

I BOUGHT A SPONGEBOB! xD it's quite big. i asked dini to help me buy cos i was looking for something. DINI! i know you think CL's damn hot. xD

CL almost fell onto mabel and i when we were sleeping on the coach. cos he was holding the seat in front and behind us. then the bus jerked and almost fell onto us, and said "good thing they're asleep." it's not that we're REALLY asleep okay, but i just woundnt know how to react when your male teacher falls on you.

ZOMGosh LJ is over! so fassssst! i cant remember much now, but will update if i can. i promise!

for photos: http://www.facebook.com/people/Joy_Tan/597137982 :D

123 say WLCL!i'm starting to think CL really...

great.

:D

oh wait,

CL = chinese language

:O

forget it.

-.-

2008-02-16T12:22:00.004+08:00

haha i forgot about posting about Valentines Day! <333

ZhiYing♥ & Evelyn♥ - Handfuls of sweets! + a note with KJ on it :D

Mabel♥ - a nicely wrapped lollipop and nougat

Joelance♥ - Twisties

Zhiye♥ - a beautiful blue rose!

ZhiHui♥ - sweets + note + choc coin

Siying♥ - Ferrero rocher

Pamela♥ - Mini toblerone

Sharmaine♥ - super nicely wrapped mars bar and hershey kisses with a ROSE!

Jasmine♥ - Sweets

Roohi♥ - chocolate heart + note

Huay Wen♥ - m&m + note

Lena♥ - homemade cookies!

Esther♥ - cute pink heart on a stick!

Sherilynn♥ - cute POOH notebook!

Priya♥, huisian♥, mirna♥ - hershey chocs and other chocs i cant rmb =X

Le Xin♥ - Beautifully wrapped chocs and sweets with curling ribbons

Li Yue♥ - sweets wrapped sweetly with a pink ribbon

Priscilla - gummy+ bubblegum :O

Yus♥ - mini toblerone

Jiaxuan♥ - pruple markerpen + note

Charmaine♥ - Marshmellow Blast

Jean♥ - lollipop, chocolate freddy and heart!

Unknown PC♥ - a SUPER sweet pink box with hp socks+ meiji strawberry chocs+ note + golden stars!

Steffi♥ - lollipop

Sunanda♥ - heart on an icecream stick

Penelope♥ - Fox sweets and mini mentos!

other lovely choir seniors♥ - another mini mentos and nice sweets!

Juniors:

Atiqah♥ - 2 full sized toblerones! +note

Laura♥ - Merci choc + note

Rachel♥ - something +note (paiseh, i forgot!)

Eun Sue♥ - full sized toblerone!

Ji young♥ - cutely wrapped bear with sweets!

Meaghan♥ - homemade treats (: +note

Su Waii♥ - Ferrero rocher

Idelle♥ (buddy!) - handmade hearts

I'm so sorry if i left anyone out ya? heh. tell me if i did.

right. i think we people get more presents on vday than birthdays. haha but then, birthday presents are always bigger AHHA.

history test next week. what's with sourcebased! >:\

2008-02-15T20:42:00.002+08:00

i keep telling myself not to bother about what's happening, but it just seems impossible. even today xuqi wanted to talk to me during sectionalbonding. W-O-W.

whatever.

ANYWAY i totally forgot today was total defence day, was so engrossed in VDAY hahaha! (: yes and kellie said that there's going to be a fire drill. but the thing is, we dont know how it sounds like in cedar.

what happened was, we heard a weird sound over the PA system. then we thought it was the fire drill, so our class was super enthusiastic and rushed out of the classroom. and NO OTHER CLASSES were outside okay. it's a false alarm. so malu haha ><

during chinese, we told miss wee about the false alarm and SHE SAID we're so blur. and then during chinese there's this total defence siren which we thought it's the school's fire drill. miss wee was so anxious and chased everyone out of the class and made us line up in twos (it's so difficult since we've not been lining up in 2 rows since sec one) THEN it was a false alarm again. we almost went to the carpark okay! haha so WHO'S BLUR EH? miss wee also la. :D

the funny thing is sunanda's class was in the bio lab when the real fire drill sounded. and someone over the PA system said "there's a fire in the biology lab. please avoid staircase 2" (staircase 2 is the staircase just outside bio lab). HAHAHA and guess what, sunanda's class actually ran down staircase 2 okay. if it's a real fire, they could have all been burnt.

Mrs Ou Yang was really funny during assembly. said during a fire drill, we should still be cautious about walking on the roads and pushing each other, cos we might not die of being burnt, but die of car accident and human stampede.

HAHAHA the fire drill was really fun la, although we're supposed to TAKE IT SERIOUSLY. i'm being honest here! xD

i dont know why, but my right ear hurts. i hope it's not internal infection. ARRHH!

:D

2008-02-14T16:07:00.004+08:00

Today something set a spark on the already-full-of-flammable-gas mood all these while since day one of 2008. and THUS i'm here to seriously SPOUT everything here. names are left out as it is not...convenient.

Let X be that girl. (so mathematical!)

HELL. on the first day i arrived in class late cos of pc duty. everyone chose their seats already and OBVIOUSLY there's an empty seat beside X cos NO ONE wants to seat with her. WHAT TO DO? make a hell out of a noise? so i decided to give her another chance to prove herself nice (she sucked last year, many know it). YES. so i did. now i TOTALLY regretted, but think back, what could i do? -.-

i tell you, my life was SUPER sucky sitting with her alright. she gets you into TROUBLE. she seeks people's attention and does simply GROSS stuff. once she collected rubberbands and started using the holepuncher to cut up those rubberband. and i was SUPER GROSSED OUT man. she's DAMN weird. she's so EXTRA and OUT-OF-THE-BLUE. she LOVES injections and CRAVES more scars and many others. anything you find gross and disgusting, she'll love it.

i'm serious okay. i'm not exaggerating. and 99.99999999% of you reading this is TOTALLY agreeing with this. and there are MANY MANY more stuff that i'm irritated and suuuuuuuper pissed with X, man. my fingers and toes arent enough to count. okay esther says she ous (sth like idolize) me. but HELL why is she doing this to me! it's PURE TORTURE.

OKAY THATS NOT THE POINT. the real spark was today, i tried ignoring X in case she gets me into more trouble (adviced by pamela(: ). and then X told me that we have to meet xuqi and sunanda to talk abt something. then after a while she kept whining, telling me not to go cos they will talk very long, and that they(xuqi&sunanda) talked for VERY long yesterday after choir. but i was like:" no, i'm going" (it might be any SL stuff that X doesnt want me to know, so i'll get into trouble. oh yes talking about SL, she kept saying she doesnt want to be SL, but deep down, everyone can tell she wants to, unless they're REALLY BLIND. she is LYING, BLIND PEOPLE.) so went to meet xuqi (sunanda wasnt there) and was told that we arent working well...not cooperating...not close... LIKE WHO WANTS TO BE CLOSE WITH SOMEONE LIKE HER...and xuqi was looking at me ALWAYS, which means that its directed to ME. like WTH. isnt that OBVIOUS that what the 3 of them talked about ytd, pris was telling all SORTS of rubbish and crap? and esther calls that OU-ING ME. right.

i do feel that she does try to please me every time she could, but that is BEFORE choir. during choir, she's like ~~KING~~ QUEEN over me and whatever you-know-what.

whatever it is, i seriously cant STAND people talking rubbish and crap just to make them seem great, or to get out of troubles. X has TOTALLY NO INTEGRITY OKAY. you want proof? sure, you can, i can list them down for you. but I'VE GOT NO TIME NOW and i'm SO PISSED and making me list down everything will PISS ME FURTHER.

i seriously WISH i can say this to X: you suck. where's your integrity?! stop bothering me, and spouting nonsense although it's your profession. just, simply, SHUT UP and GET OUT OF MY SIGHT. GAH.

the 3rd post before this is a simplest and not-so-bad example. it happens ALWAYS, and i know that, being the girl sitting beside her. i know her inside out, although i DONT WANT TO.

whatever you think about me, so be it. let the truth win.

2008-02-10T14:12:00.001+08:00

you know, tomorrow's back-to-school and i feel that something's amiss. i dont know, i just felt weird and like i forgot something or what.

haha maybe i slacked too much during the CNY break.

i was really stressed before CNY hols, and many know it. haha then during CNY eve i was so... FREE, just suddenly all the stress was gone? cool. i even lost track of the dates. but now i'm worried that i forgot about something, something about SCHOOL.

many people are taking this opportunity to slack la, then mug hard after that. today at church i told ruiwen, ohgosh tomorrow's back to school. then rw was, OH YA there's school tomorrow. like, how can you forget?! hahaha it's worrying me so much, driving me crazy.

it's nice to be back at school. but i'm just worried about...basically, SCHOOL.

dont get me wrong, i love school.

Pamela says:
haha, aiyo, we're all getting paranoid today
Pamela says:
lols
`joyy/ & familiar stranger; ♪ says:
YES, haha.

arrrrgh. PARANOID. stupid thing.

2008-02-08T15:40:00.000+08:00

i dont really bother blogging daily stuff cause... i just dont feel like it.

Some random stuff:
What does Joy Tan mean?

What Joy Tan Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Haha of course some are not true. the one about being far away from home is comfy, it's not really true ><. home's the warmest place (:
Haha some are agreed, both the positive and negative stuff, ahaha xD
AND I'M NOT AGRESSIVE OKAY! -refering to both this and the 2007-Sep-24th post. haha (:

My facebook is much more active than my blog. especially PHOTOS ahha.
my sis calls me a cam whore, whatever that is.

2008-01-29T18:51:00.000+08:00

FOR PRISCILLA CHIN'S SAKE. THANK ME or you'll be killed by Mr Lim tomorrow. ahhaha.

2008-01-22T22:13:00.001+08:00

CHAOTIC.

i'm being sleep-deprived! haha i'm getting panda eyes soon DDDDDx

2008, you're cool and fun and stressful.

OH YEA i dont think i have like... time to post here HAHA so i shall make things quick, and brief.

to my dear juniors from 1n: haha i love you guys (although the 'talk' part, you-know-what), please stay as enthu as possible, as your name 1Nthu suggests. KEEP HAVING FUN IN CEDAR! <33

AAAHAHAHA ZOMG. i'm tired.

2008-01-01T16:38:00.000+08:00

bleah.

no time, no time, NO TIME. seriously, if i'm seldom blogging during these periods of my life, then imagine the years ahead. i might just abandon this blog after secondary school. OR maybe even before. sorry folks, i just feel this way and hence, i'm ranting it all here.

haha.

orientation was OKAY, i took 1N! 1 Nthu! <3>

we did this cheer for 1N!

1N, my girlfriends!

hey hey you you i'm in love with 1N!
no way no way, no it's not a secret.
hey hey you you i'm glad to be in 1N!
*clap clapclap clap clap clapclap clap*
hey hey you you i know you love 1N.
no way no way no it's not a secret.
hey hey you you i'm in love with 1N!
*clap clapclap clap clap clapclap clap clap clapclap clap*
1N!

Lol it was very fun man. haha pictures on my facebook (:

went to some dinner at church RIGHT after 3 days of tiring orientation (on the last day, i was nearly drowsing!) so i bet i was cranky then. :X i just hope i wasnt.

okay. i had been looking forward to school term. but today, i feel different. the busy year of my life is starting in a few hours time. a year that there arent any breathing space, any restpoints. i suddenly feel i'm not ready, unprepared. i must buck up in studies, cope with PC, remain strong relationship with God.

I'm not ready. 2008; it's gonna be chaos.

2007-12-26T15:27:00.000+08:00

Boo. it has been ages since i posted something.

YOUTH CAMP '07!

It was really funnnn! it's seriously fun la (: i cant wait till NEXT YEAR's one already! hahaha tagged along with tingxuan, priscilla, rachel, and sarahbeh. tingxuan described us as bridge buddies! xD guess, we played bridge EVERYTIME we have time.

one night, we stayed up till super late and talked. yea, just talked. about... yea, who we have a crush on. but i'm not going to say it here. only ruiwen,tingxuan, priscilla, rachel and sarahbeh knows.

I LOVE YOUTH CAMP, and that's all i can remember cos it's like...many many weeks ago? but it sorta sums up everything.(:

I SERIOUSLY CANT REMEMBER ANYTHING IN BETWEEN.

CHRISTMASeve

stayed up till midnight with my family playing bridge. hahaha and we sorta had a midnight feast, with candles around and house DARK. HAHAH.

Candle light!

playing bridge.

HAHAHAHAHA okay i just came back from the first day of orientation. rather tired. i do hope 1N gets more enthusiastic tomorrow...

I WANT TO CALL THEM 1Nthu! :DDDD

2007-12-09T20:54:00.000+08:00

I'M GOING TO DEDICATE THIS POST TO SOME PEOPLE TOO! (like roohi:D)

ROOHI, EVELYN, MABEL,ZHIYING,RUIWEN, RACHEL(wong),TING XUAN, TANIA and many more (i shall update in future)... THANK YOU!

HAHAHA i just feel like it :DDD

ROOHI, EY,MABEL, ZY, RUIWEN> thanks for being by me always
RACHEL, TING XUAN, TANIA> thanks for being so awfully nice and friendly! i love being with you all!

HEHEHEH okay I FEEL LAME suddenly!

THERE's YOUTH CAMP TOMORROW!!!!! (though i know rachel isnt that excited, lol)

2007-12-08T15:50:00.000+08:00

went out with EY, ZY and MABEL <333333333333333333333333

haha it was on wednesday la. haha but i still can remember (:

seriously, we sorta shopped around aimlessly. went to DAISO and bought many things(: MABEL is SUCH a dear!! <333 she bought me a small do with a welcome sign hanging from it's paws! and a name tag for chiral :DDD

psst. chiral's wearing your tag now, mabel! <3 and i placed your "welcome dog" on my desk!

haha. she's the first person to give me a christmas present (: (:

hahaha okay then we walked and walked and walked around plaza sing. then ate KFC xD and the neoprint shop was missing. DDD: and ZY really wanted to go take neoprints. so we went to somerset to take neoprints. AND it was raining, so we got SUPER drenched -.-

VERY WETTT! hahaha but then we went to take neoprints (: shall post it up like... real soon. cos i need to end here already D:

bye. back to ironing clothes. dad's shirts are so irritatingly crumpled! >:\

oh ps: MABEL, EY, ZY! LOVES! <333

I BOUGHT CHIRAL A SANTA OUTFIT!! xD

2007-12-01T09:14:00.000+08:00

here's my chirstmas wishlist! dont worry, it's nothing much.

ME:

tangible

1) more Mark's and Spencer Mint humbugs!

2) Christmas socks that has a dog paw print instead of a foot (can be bought at Pet lovers Centre or Pet Safari)

3) chocolate! anykind! (crap im going fat)

4) Orange waterbottle

5) bracelets!

intangible

1) hurry up grow taller!

2) have more brains

3) dad stop going overseas

4) chiral stop being a meanie! (stop scratching my leg for me, thank you!)

5) HIM

for CHIRAL:

-~~beef treats~~

- more chewable toys

- any treats!! he'll eat them.

I bought chiral his christmas present already, so had my mom. i wanted to buy shoes and clothes, but they cost a BOMB.

DRAGONBOATING

it was the happiest day of my life man! xD it was really so fun. and when our 2 boats came close, we started splashing the other boat with sea water. it's really a sweet experience, though the sea's salty LOL.

Cupid shot me during the dragonboating. i meant, imaginary cupid, people!

seriously, this skin's horrible! the top part's really cool, but the alignment and stuff really suck.

i bought some wood craft the other day. i saw this set where the grand piano and guitar was together. SO SWEET!! to me, at least! so i happily bought it and completed it in a hour. also bought a house one with i did in 4 hours and some furnitures. i know it's lame playing with playhouses, but it's fun! heh. here's the piano and guitar one:

ok. gotta go. see you!

psst! tomorrow's SUNDAY! whoohoo <3

2007-11-25T19:54:00.000+08:00

1o '07 Class gathering @ East Coast

when was it? i kinda forgot.

but it's one day after the vivo trip. and i cant be bothered to go check. :X

Met at Bedok MRT at supposedly at 11am. but dear mabel came an hour late. hahaha. went to east coast mcdonalds to have lunch. Then started cycling. there was some problems with my stupid bike! GRR. keeps changing gears! tsk. then we havent really started cycling when it started to rain. but it's such a waste of money if we dont cycle la. there wasnt lightning too. so cycled in the rain. halfway we split up and jasmine, xinyun and crystal was left behind. then it started to POUR. had no choice but to stop and seek shelter la. then heard tt jasmine fell, and was bleeding.

then went to hunt them down. found them at the food court and we rested there. talked about stuff. then went to return our bikes.

played with sand and sort of competed to see who's hill of sand was higher. then someone mentioned that if we put those two together, it'll look damn sick.

i know this post sounds monotonous. sorry! but i'm teeny-weeny bit tired after dragon boating today. will post abt it later.

2007-11-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

hey haha.
i'm trying sth out

2007-11-21T21:48:00.001+08:00

went out with sharmaine, pamela, esther, lena and roohi on monday to vivo city!

we watched "the game plan"! and guess what, all of us cried except for hardhearted lena and roohi. hahaha it's really touching and... cry-able.

we just walked about and did some window shopping. oh DAISO! <3>

Esther and sharmaine are thinking THIS:

'<3333333333333333333333333333333'

hahaha the christmas socks were ugly. So we didnt buy in the end. i really LOVED the Pet Lovers' Shop's christmas socks! it's not a leg, but a paw-print! so cute xD want to get chiral one, but they werent for sale :((( went there to buy chiral's SUPER EXPENSIVE beef treats which took up about 40% of what i brought. Passed by the vet! roohi suggested taking a photo with Dr. Cheryl Tay. tsk, she was busy.

went to skypark man! it's really niceee. took more than 100 photos that i have to sort them out in different files and folders. took super nice and romantic shots. LOL. i think sharmaine's comp is going to lag soon with so many photos. it might add uf to 200! wait... i shall post some of the pictures here. it'd be cool to show you all, but i wanna sleep.

Lena and i were the only 2 convenient to get our shorts wet. So we squarted in the water for fun. then lena lose balance and we both fell into the water. we got out whole body WET excluding the tip of our head.

There are romantic poses too! with 2 people at the side forming a heartshape and people in the heart. and still got rejections too. and a titanic one! xD shall show you one of each.

Heart-shaped one!

Rejected one xD

(oh gosh ignore me behind!)

Titanic!

Sharmaine still have not sent us the kiss-chain. i like that one best!

CHRISTMAS is coming! i see christmas wishlists everywhere. no be honest, i dont know what i want for this christmas! heh, i cant think of anything at the moment.

esther's wishlist is so $$!

2007-11-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

Chiral's got a new job! he's now a LPI, Lamp Post Inspector. Because everytime we bring him out for walks, he'll stop by every lamppost and sniff sniff. He'll then walk away when satisfied.

Went for Digital workshop this monday and tuesday. Quite cool! used Mac, and mostly touched on GarageBand. It's really awesome to play with man :D and i seriously burnt a hole in my wallet. i'm brrrrokkeee!

went to take neoprints during the more-than-one-hour lunch. we didnt really intended to, but we just passed by this neoprint shop and yea! took some neoprints. Dont laugh at me! cos i've never taken neoprints till this year. :X

those are taken on this monday, with Sharmaine, Nisha and Sukaasini. Here are some tt were taken with i went out with Evelyn, Zhiying, Mabel and Joelance (: (i finally posted them up! xD)

Took more than these, of course. But the others are sooooo tiny. cant really be seen here.

Choir. Had been doing Jazz dancing for a period of time. i humiliated myself today during the somehow-solo part. the dance steps are much more difficult! and i'm the only sec one there. AND i cant really dance properly! my leg was so numb already! and the steps were
C-O-M-P-L-I-C-A-T-E-D.

i'm so going to practise more.

2007-10-30T13:27:00.000+08:00

Name 20 people you can think of.
1) CHIRAL! xD (my prince!)
2) Evelyn (EY!)
3) Zhiying (ZY!)
4) Pamela
5) Sharmaine
6) Mabel
7) Joelance
8) Zhi Ye
9) Rachelle
10) Rui Wen
11) Kenneth
12) Andre (aka weirdypants!)
13) Yanyi
14) Sharron
15) Denyse
16) Deborah
17) Roohi
18) Mom
19) Dad
20) Sis

When did you meet 14?
Er, when i got to know yanyi during orientation. I think it’s during PSGM.

What would you do if you had never met 1?
OMYGOSH i’ll be so miserable! how can i not meet my prince?!

What if 9 and 20 dated?
LOL they don’t date, but they talk lots. Rachelle talks to my sis about her ballet. AND they are both GIRLS. I cant have a les for a sis.

Did you ever like 19?
yes! my dad what! xD

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
OH MY HAHAHA! maybe! both equally sarcastic!

Describe 3.
A funny, bubbly bestie that cheers people up. She scared me when i was sleeping in the bus :X

Do you think 8 is attractive?
Yes! She’s rather pretty, and really nice to be with (:

Tell me something about 7.
She loves 唐禹哲 A LOT!

Do you know any of 12's family?
Yea, met before. Not really familiar though.

Whats 8's favourite?I don’t know! oh ya, out favourite ‘chocolate’ bubble tea!

What would you do if 11 confesses she/he likes you?
er. SMILE (: why should i tell you? it’s TOP secret…

What language does 15 speak?
English, Chinese, some Korean, singlish (: (:

Who is 9 going out with?
Her favourite Gerard Way! haha just kidding

How old is 16?
16!

When was the last time you talked to 13?
Quite long ago, i’m considerate not to disturb her during this period (:

What is 2's favourite band/singer?
She doesn’t have one!

Would you date 4?
NO! I’m NOT LES!

Would you date 7?
NOOOOOO!

Is 15 single?
LOL i don’t know. shall ask her soon xD

What is 10's last name?
Lim

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
-.- (his face is always like that.) shan’t answer. Why keep going on abt me and him?!

What school does 3 go to?
Cedar Girls’ Secondary!

Where does 6 live?
Hougang

Whats your favourite thing about 5?
She’s so willing to help people! and she loves people, no matter what.

LOL i'm tired of e-learning so i'm doing sth lame, haha.

2007-10-26T07:41:00.001+08:00

oops! i forgot to add in my previous posts that i went out with ZY, EvelYn(EY), mabel and joelance on the 8th (i think?) they wanted to see chiral so we met at pasir ris mrt and went to White sands shopping center together.

ok, not really together. mabel and joelance were late by... an hour? haha coz mabel thought that it was the next day and was still sleeping, LOL. went to shop around first and ate lunch. Then went to library to borrow books as usual until mabel and joe came. Took neoprints (which was my first time, dont you laugh), screaming when the countdown was about to reach. took really retarded poses. however, i cant post it up here i guess. i feel lazy today.

LOL after a very LONG time at the shopping mall, we took a bus to my house. Chiral started barking(yapping) loudly and kept jumping up in his playpen. mabel was like "OH MY GOD". let him out which resulted in a disfigured sofa. not because chiral scratched the sofa, but joelance, mabel and evelyn was screaming when chiral came near and jumped up the sofa. chiral was tall and could stand on the sofa using his two front limps. those 3 kept screaming and trying their best to 'protect' themselves by going behind one another which = disfigured sofa

HAHA ZY was really sweet to chiral. animal lover too, with 5 hamsters (getting another one soon) at home. YAY. played cluedo with chiral back into his playpen of course, and i kinda forgot who won.

AIR RIFLE! i missed 2 choir sessions because of air rifle, oops :X . but it was really fun ok! yay i know how to hold a rifle, aim, and shoot. most of my shots are in the black circle so i'm fine. esther and crystal are pros(:

Talking about choir, we are learning jazz songs! it's cool.

results are out. hmmp. took pictures which were to put on some certificate and sent to my primary school. the photographer said i was photogenic, and ms lizah was like " Yahh, that why i chose her for taking the school video." ERMS. then when i got into PL, she wanted people to take photos for a banner. she chose me, sharianty and 2 other people. i knew it man.

Oh and yesterday was the last day of school. mrs LOWE *???* came to look for me. passed me chocolates to give out to the class and said that she saw my photo, and commented that it was pretty. how did she get to see it?! yea, and my class was like "actually mrs lowe very nice la". i agree(: had a mini re-class bonding after recess and was really cool! sprayed water at each other while playing 'husband and wife wacko', just that the stick is replaced by water spray. played jacobs ladder and many other games we learnt in PSGM. it has been about a year already! time FLIES...

WHAT ESLE? open house is tomorrow! i'm the receptionist. it will be like...
" HI! welcome to cedar! what primary school is your daughter in? what's her name? here's a free gift! i hope you'll like cedar!" :D
something along that line. i'll see how it goes(:

ZY, EY and me (JY) invented a new way to hug! xD

2007-10-13T09:20:00.000+08:00

All our results are out. heh.

Languages ALL Bs. The rest As. So i guess i'm in between (:

HEH the day before, which is like... Thurs? i went up with pamela to the music room to take a schedule for choir. and sunanda was there, without her badge. so i mischievously went to say, "Sunanda where's your badge?!" then she was like "Tsk! Aiyah." hahaha. During choir she told me that the teacher actually caught her for not wearing her badge. Then during choir i kept teasing her, LOL. Naughtayy...
and then sunanda smacked my butt.

Yesterday, which is a friday, charis zhiying pris sunanda and i were sitting rather cose to each other during lunch. When sunanda saw me, she call me and showed me her badge. -.- i was joking laa! hahaha it was really funny. Then we started telling jokes. really funny ones, laughed till got a stomachache throughout choir.

great. there's piano later. oops :X
Better go get ready. see you later, will blog again if possible. (:

Mrs ________ is bias. that's an understatement.

2007-10-11T19:10:00.000+08:00

RAWR.

DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DMAN. DMAN. DMAN. DMAN. DMAD. DMAD. MDAD. MAND. MAND. MAND. MAND. MAND. MDAN. DMAN. DMAN. DMAN. DAMN. DAMD. DMAN. DAMN. DMAN. DAMN. MAND. ANDM. MAND. *huh?* D.A.M.N!!

WHAT THE?!

WHAT WAS I DOING?!

WHAT WAS HAPPENING DURING EXAMS?!

WHY SO HORRIBLE?!

AAHHHHHH!!

I CANT BELIEVE THIS. GOT BACK RESULTS FOR ENG, CHINESE AND LIT TODAY. I GOT ALL Bs. PATHETIC. I REALLY EXPECTED TO DO BETTER. DAMN ENGLIGH, ONE MORE MARK WOULD CHANGE THE DAY (MAYBE, BUT THE REST ARE NOT TIP-TOP TOO). WHATEVER. I'M SO UPSET AND PISSED SIA. RESULTS ARE SO HORRIBLE. REALLY.

CONFIRM THUMB-CHOP THIS IS GOING TO BE HORRIBLE. TOMORROW'S ANOTHER DAY.

HEH, DONT FEEL LIKE BLOGGING, JUST TO SPURT MY RANTS.

(I CANT BELIEVE THIS. I WROTE EVERYTHING HOLDING THE "SHIFT" KEY. ARENT I STUPID? YEA I AM. RESULTS SHOWS)

BLEAH. NOW BACK OFF. >:/

2007-10-04T18:13:00.000+08:00

i'm FREEE!! 1,2,3 say YAHOO! i never felt so happy and full of exciting ideas to spend my holidays.

HEHS, well EOYs are fine (: English and chinese, i dont expect much.
OH YA during chinese mrslowe was the invigilator for part of the exam. and she was DAMN DISTRACTING ok?! she left moving about and swinging her arms, like... exercising?! at that point of time where we could have broken down in cold sweat, she was there swinging her arms casually. i actually thought of asking her politely if she could stop swinging, but thinking of the lack of time, i decided against it. Really i dared to ask her to, because it affects us man. She arh... can say irritating can say funny. it's one's choice (:
Lit. fine la. normal questions, just that i didnt understand what they were asking for bout the Theme of Courage thingy. other than that, it depends on the marker. Science... I STARED BLANKLY AT THAT 10marks PHYSICS question and could not think how to solve ok? told my parents and got scolded. dunno what shouldnt follow your sis and blah blah.

it's like... HELLO?! i dont like and cannot understand physics, it's not that i follow my sis or sth. you cant FORCE me to love physics right? yah triple science is cool, but judging at how blank my mind was at the sight of that question, i dropped the idea. so what if my math was good? my mom kept saying that physics was the BASIC. well that's bias, she's good at physics. Results have proven the fact that physics is not for me. Biology (: Chemistry ((: Physics -.-

Math. couldnt complete the first paper. 2nd was much better will calculators and all. yay. GEOG! my so-far-best-subject was ok la, just that i named AmazonRiver as NileRiver. crap. i said Alps instead of SWISS Alps. dont know if they will deduct any marks. for the first time i hate discounts, especially discounts on MARKS. NO.WAY.

Today i went to AMK library with Evelyn and Pris. i'm back to 'murder she wrote' by Jessica Fletcher and Donald Bain. oh well (: and evelyn you horrible! i didnt know where the adult fiction section was (murdershewrote was an adult fiction), and she pointed at somewhere far away. then i went there, instead of finding Adult fiction, i found some dunno what 'law' and 'religion' and 'healthy living'. blah. no interest, heh. then i went to every shelf still cannot find. Went back to evelyn for MORE DETAILED directions. she said, "it's there la! it's not the number one. it's alphabetical one." OKAY! (: went to find, at least know sth more. searched the whole area again. NOT A SINGLE alphabetical label there la! until i gave up and went to ask a librarian. she said adult fiction was DOWNSTAIRS. -.-

DOWNSTAIRS and "it's THERE la" is sooooo diffferent HOR evelyn! went downstairs and got e books. went up to kill evelyn. and she 偷拍 pris and us drinking slurpee! you better be watchful when she's holding onto her phone ok. you dont know what she's up to. she has TOO MANY victims, and i'm one of them. hai.

Went home after that, eating bags of seaweed as we walked. i cant believe this, i went home and realised i didnt have my key with me, and my mom was out. OH SHIT, i rang the doorbell and called house phone. then called my mom's hp. i think chiral heard me and started barking. i felt so helpless! i really want to go in desperately, hearing him bark like that. but i cant, just because i was lacking of a piece of metal that suddenly seemed so precious to me. K-E-Y, that TANGIBLE object can unlock sth INTANGIBLE. i had to walk away, hearing the desperate cries of that 4-mths old baby. i felt so guilty and helpless! :'(

Right. i'm free to do what i want to now, without yackings beside me saying "have you done this", "have you dont that" and "have you done--". i'm free! this four lettered word starting with 'F' seems so pleasing. dont think dirty.

on the radio, there was this advertisment on a programme. it was like...
"think of an 'F' word..."
"a four-lettered word..."
"that makes you feel...GOOD..."
*pauses* "did you say food?"

it's super lame la hahaha!

ok, back to my book. byes (:

2007-09-24T16:46:00.000+08:00

Hmm... English End-of-years are over! haha

Went to evelyn's house the day before to study english together, plus mabel. haha after STUDYING for a few hours, we started doing retarded stuff, LOL!

Mabel and i (:

Pillow (&boster) fight!

Heh heh...

Laughing after knowing that evelyn took a video!

Shh... taking a pict of mabel xD

HAHA!

Laughing over the picture i took

it's OBVIOUS that the culprit of these pictures is evelyn, right?! like duhh.

RANDOM: on saturday, i went to puppy class as usual, but this time my sis came along. Then she was like telling us that the vet, Dr. Cheryl Tay, looked familiar. Then she saw the name card, and told us that she was the winner of Miss Singapore Universe 2005. ERH! my sis actually recognised her. After looking at her miss-singapore-universe-pictures, she looked a little different because she wears specs usually. i still cant believe it man! not that i'm doubting Dr cheryl tay. i'm just...

i-dont-know.
Beauty with brains. WOW.

RANDOM x2: my mom was going through chinese with me (cause i'm on the edge of failing) and we came across this 成语 "双喜临门" i know the meaning la, but out of mischief, i said "wash the lemon twice" which changes it to "双洗柠檬" they sound the same! whoohoo!

Today, we were walking towards the busstop when we saw bus 100 arriving. and i wanted to run and evelyn kept whining about 'being sure we'll catch it'. whatever, just ran towards the bus. just when we reached the busstop, that dratted bus drove away.

Both: *pant pant pant laugh laugh laugh...*

Evelyn: told you cannot wan la!

me: if you didnt keep whining, we'll make it

Evelyn: aiya now how? only can take 100 to interchange

me: take any bus to zhiying's stop and wait for 100 again

Evelyn: dont want la! We take 135 and alight just before they turn. then walk to the interchange

me: WALK. -.-

On the bus, we didnt want to alight one stop later, coz have to walk further.

evelyn: remember to alight arh

me: ok, you remind me arh

evelyn: you just remember to alight can already la

me: then you also help to remember ok?

evelyn: ok la!

me: *after a while* evelyn, remember to alight arh... ...

everything was so... retarded. Reached the interchange and bought coke light. evelyn dumb dumb went to shake the bottle. heh, and i dumb dumb didnt take a straw. so we both suffered a little la. on the bus, my stomach was really filled with that coke-light-gas. -.-

crap, exams started. i'm worried for the exam, chiral and many others. oh dear.

just as how mrs lowe would say, "OH DEAR ME"

2007-09-13T20:13:00.000+08:00

heyy! it has been about a week since i went out with shar and pam during the holidays. whoohoo!

met shar and pam at Dhorby Dhaut Mrt station, and we actually missed one another ok! i was waiting at the control station and shar and pam ended up in the mall already, haha. Went to plaza sing. haha we went to this $2 dollar shop where a bought this super cute dolphin stufftoy. it's really sweet! (: OH and then we went to Marks and Spencers, to buy sweets basically. hehs, bought mint humbugs and fruit sherbets. the mint humbugs were REALLY nice ok! haha little expensive though :/

Then we went to buy movie tickets! ratatouille! whoohoo! and we were standing in queue when we saw sarah chan with her boyfriend :X. (wanted to go say hi but decided not when they started hugging) hey RA-TA-OO-EE! it was really nice!it's really interesting, with Remee and Linguini really stupid and funny. HAHA. okok you go watch it yourself so i wont say more, or else i'll soon be telling you the whole movie! haha and you know what? Uncle George was saying that ratatouille was some sort of vegetable or sth. haha this shows how much we side tracked during discussion of the Purpose Driven Life :X hahaha. Here are some picts! Ratatouille ROCKS! cant believe i almost cried though, haha.

Sharmaine and i helping remee hold his carrot!

Sharmaine and i kissing remee! :D

Sharrrr and meeee((:

Sharmaine and Pamela!

((:

Then ate Ajisen, haha. and went down to carrefour to buy my earings! took really retarded pictures too, lol! hahaha then walked about, into some other small shops. AND I SAW ZHIYING'S TOUFU IN ACTION CITY! xD

CARREFOUR:

1,2,3!

OH OH! we saw sunglasses and tried them on! haha pam! xD

haha me too(: where's shar's arh?! hahaha sharmaine! where did you hide it? 快点把它找出来！

whoops! we actually saw this on a tee-shirt!

The day ended rather nicely. haha, met up with my parents after that. ratatouille rocks, and of course, the friendship and love is just beyond words.

2007-09-04T19:37:00.000+08:00

ding ding! (:

ok HECK i suddenly forgot what to write again. ok i shall jump straight to what happened like... recently. yea.

50 laps @ Cedar! cum teachers day
it's really cool ok! i reached school before 6.30am as i was to help in the fringe games. some already started running, and the track area was dark, only with about 6 lighted kerosene stick thingy. and trust me, they stink. Then i sprinted one lap, heh. i feel really embarassed ok! some teachers actually ran all 50 laps! which is like 50x abt660m=33km. whooah.

Fringe games were ok la, i was helping Ella, sec 3, to mend the "skipping" stall. that is, you see how many times you can skip in a minute. guess what, someone set a record of 238 skips/min. so the rest like got no hope. haha.

about the stalls, 1/o won in deco! yay! oh and you know what? Penelope was like saying that we had seniors (2/o) to help us. i BEG your PARDON my dear girl they did NOTHING MUCH for the deco *coughcough* no offence. you know what they did? the first day, only TWO came for the discussion. then the next day, five came to make the decorations. OH MY GOSH all they did were to paint one box into an ice cube, nag at us not to forget to bringthisbringthat, and off they go. it's like, we did everything and all THEY did were one pathetic ice cube. heLLO! even our mascot was jasmine, crystal and sharianty ok! and they got the prize too. ok paiseh maybe i'm abit 'hot' now. But at least they mended the stall mostly on that day. ok wadevr(:
i'm not so upset over the prizes. it's their horrible attitude, talk about ours! ERH. enough said. Let's be happy instead. :D

I went back to EPPS! met some teachers, and friends of course. haha (:

ok! i'm dont feel like blogging about pamela, sharmaine and me going out together. shall do it later! we had LOTS of fun, didnt we? <33

randomness: 你的滥借口！
借口by S.H.E

2007-08-25T13:27:00.000+08:00

Puuhh! i'm back to sweep all the dust and clear all the cobwebs from my abandoned blog. Not that i really wanted to, just that i'm so so so SO busy. ok whatever, hate making excuses.

really cant remember much, but i shall try my best ya?

lets take the time machine together, to travel back to a day before NATIONAL DAY. yes i know it's retarded laa. Went to school ard the same time, just that i headed straight to AS2 to change up and do make-ups. no offence, but i seriously dislike wearing lipsticks! EW. I was wearing xu qi's choir gown, not that i wanted, bec mrs loi wanted A NICE BLENDING OF DIFFERENT COLORS. haha okayy...

I must admit that the perfprmance wasn't up to ms chye's expectation, neither was it satisfactory for us. partly because we were RUNNING to the hall from AS2. yes, we RAN. because they announced the next item, which is us, and we weren't informed beforehand. Then we had to rush to the hall for the performance out of breath. it was shitty, all were shitty, i felt shitty.

We missed the whole outdoor and indoor performances, its rather SAD cause my first NDP was like ruined. although i get to see one or two photographs, its just not the same. We only catched part of the community singing. Even so, i had no mood to sing, dance and cheer. Had IPW presentation immediately after that. what kind of NDP is this?

I finally got a DOG! i've waited for about a decade already for one! i'm so elated (: ok i shall talk more about him later on. he's so sticky now. LOL. we're washing him up...

2007-08-07T15:24:00.000+08:00

i forgot to add that on wednesday TOP period, there was "Leader's Investiture" ok i find that the nicest part was when the senior's light their junior's candles. HAHA. and then they showed the new cedar video, the one where i was supposed to mix the chemicals. lol pamela and sharmaine shouted "JOY!" out loud ok! haha. yes it was interesting (:

On sunday, there were balloons all over church. haha it's really sweet to see the children playing happily with them (: (: haha rachelle and i started jumping up, trying to get the helium-filled balloons. haha hey i can jump ok! though i must admit that i missed a few times... :/oh and thank you kenneth for all the balloons xD

2.4's finally over! whoohoo! YES! got an A for it. but i fell down aft tripping over Samyuktha's foot. thank God i wasnt bleeding, so i hurriedly stood up and carried on. oh well.

i can't believe that i lose my cool today. i didn't know what really happened, but i know that while discussing class tee with the class, i suddenly flared up. it's just like a dream, like someone else is controling me. maybe not so bad la, but i just felt different. i actually shouted at the class... and kellie too. oh dear :/

Secondary school's life is interesting, but physically, mentally and emotionally tiring and stressful.

2007-08-04T11:28:00.000+08:00

Last friday's choir was the first choir practice that made me so tired. We did "you'll never walk alone" the whole time. During sectionals, sop1 was to go to TMP. and guess what, there was a buffet there and the sec 4 choir exco was in there enjoying the food. HEY i didnt have lunch due to class exco meeting ok! -growls
so its like... the aroma was just so tempting! and when we came in and started singing, the sec 4 choir exco ppl came near us and continued eating. ><

Then Elizabeth (previous sop1 SL) and wanping came over and helped us with the pitching and stuff. i bet they had no idea that this song was partly for them. uhh-ohh. well aft that we went to the hall and rehearsed many times, adding in many details to make the song sound nicer. was rather tired and my legs were aching. yah and when i was kicking my leg to release the ache, i kicked sharon's bottle and it kinda flew down the stage. :/ TIRED!

We were supposed to have napfa 2.4 too, but since it was raining, we jogged 12 rounds ard the hall. ok la (: postponed to... nxt friday which was yesterday?! had napfa 5 items on tuesday. rather happy because i could finally do standing broad jump! YAY it's my first A for it! the rest all A expect for shuttlerun -.- missed by 0.1 sec. so 可惜!

Sth's really wrong with me. i keep forgetting about homework and stuff. even shri realises it, so how couldn't i? i'm serious ok. :/

Choir on WED
wore a SARI borrowed from shri. it was fine, no offence but i dont really want to wear it coz its very complicating. haha so i'm wearing choir gown! (: partly because mrs loi said that there's too many saris and wants to 突出 total defence. like... social defence is different traditional clothes, economic is office style sth like PC uniform, military is npcc &ncc, civil is red cross... blah. borrowed xuqi's choir stuff. rather big but otherwise, fine. just that i walk like a duck coz the shoes' too big.

As said earlier, Napfa 2.4 was supposed to be yesterday. and the atmosphere was super tense. And in the end ms poon didnt come. another teacher offered to take out test, and I HAVE NO IDEA WHY many people rejected his offer. i mean, cant they see that they're going to regret it?! if we ran ytd, we still have the weekend to rest and can relax aft that. while if we ran during the nxt PE lesson (which is tuesday) we would have aching muscles during national day celebrations. AND ytd, we didnt have jogging AND 2.4. if we run on tuesday, we would have to run 2.4 AND jogging. what kind of logic is this?! ok wadevr, once the decision's made, its too late. just that those who shouted "NO" to that teacher is so gonna regret it. 是她们害了全班！

Choir on FRIDAY
YAY bravo, the sound was superb! just that mrs loi wants us to add in actions which is unnecessary. retarrdedd!

ok, teachers are really making use of holidays (even short ones) to pile us up with work. so far i have 3 projects in hand! plus many hw too. bloo.

those afghanistan terrorists are sick in their heads. is life really that meaningless? sometimes i do wonder if life's worth living, but i always know that i'm here with a purpose.

2007-07-23T20:38:00.000+08:00

HELLO! i'm finally back again! haha i'm free, at least i THINK i am... (shh...i shall do lit another day xD)

Well, many thingys happened and of course i can't remember. shall post about some major events only. even so, i can't guarentee that you won't fall asleep. BUT JUST READ ON ya?

SEC 4 FAREWELL PARTY!

As we go on, we remember
all the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be friends forever

Taken from Graduation, Vitamin C. We sang this song when the sec fours entered the AS2, walking through a path marked by flowers and candles. there was still the 'We'll miss you' banner. heard that one of the sec fours cried? Ya then had games. we were asked to sabotage the sec fours, which didnt really work out well. when the sec fours were 'dead' they couldn't participate anymore, just gotta sit there watch the rest continue. the WHOLE IDEA was to make the sec fours do forfeit, but aiya (:

Then lunch. sec ones were the last, and only the sec fours could have the CHOCOLATE CAKE. but then i was those that queued behind and there wasn't any plate, fork or food left. only some sandwitches and drinks. (there were cream puffs and eclairs!) OH but i don't really mind, coz i got to eat the chocolate cake instead... hehheh

YAH cut short the rest. and thankyou "you-know-who" for the sweet gift! i didn't expect it! (: thank you so much!

PIANO EXAM...

bloo. i think i will get super low grades. that angmoh was really dao ok! didnt even smile or anything. so 'xiong', frightening okay! i thought i was really bad! the scales was rather messed up due to nervousness i guess. wadevr. forget about it LARH. blooooo.

GRANDMA'S PASSING

quite sad la. although i'm not very very very close to her (i consider my cousin,WenLi, as close), i cried. after many incidents, i know i'm not as emotionally strong as i thought i was. seeing people cry, i will automatically cry too, obviously if theres a good reason to lurh. yah then played chess and stuff when bored. served people with food and drinks. and i twisted my left foot, i think. and i missed friday!! missed geog test, choir and RACIAL HARMONY DAY! uhhhhh not fair! :( harhharh. -.-

TODAY
CHOIR! choir was ok today, and we had auditions for 'you'll never walk alone' national day song. hahaha i hope i did ok, i was shaky I KNOW. we saw the parade for school's National Day and i tell you, i was so fascinated! the band was really good (surprised that they got silver) and the UG... WOW, thats all i can say. they were so neat and PRO! i dont know how to describe, haha.

ok shall blog another time. need to mug. taking geog test tmr!

2007-07-06T21:51:00.001+08:00

hello it will soon be a saturday, so i have a little bit of time to blog (:

MONDAY 2nd July
Mabel, Joelance and I went to Escape Theme park during our youthday holiday. Haha we met at Pasir Ris MRT at like... 2plus? and the funny thing was that none of us knew the way there.

We managed to figure our way there la duh. we went to get our tickets. WOW children under 12 gets to pay about HALF the price of a 13year-old and above! and the counterguy mistook me for a child. oh well. but i'm a good singapore citizen! must be honest! yes! -grins idiotically. Ya paid and went into the park. Mabel complains that she's sooooo hot in her jeans that she went to change into her 裤裙, direct translation is pants-skirt. ah nvm, then we started PLAYING!

SO SAD the viking was under construction! or else mabel and i would be sitting it 20 times a row! hahaha. i really forgot the sequence, but roughly we went to the haunted house, sat the ferris wheel, Yakult flyer, Wet&wild, Flipper... ah and roller coaster.

haunted house, mabel said some people dressed in scary costume will suddenly jump out and scare you. i was scared to DEATH okay! i was squeezing joelance's hand, with mabel squeezing mine. HAH and at the end we burst out laughing for i-dont-now-what-reason. maybe we scared ourselves TOO much. saw YunYun, frm 1p (: (:

and Sat Wet&wild twice, both with mabel (coz joelance sat with herself, then with mabel. so mabel sat thrice) erm and the first time i was siting in front, which was safer if you arent afraid of heights. BECAUSE the one behind gets wetter, and usually you close your eyes when you drop 15 metres down. So mabel was like "i hate you i hate you i hate you" after the splash, coz she was so drenched. HEHS i was laughing like crazy, but haiyah laughed too soon. the second time i was made to sit behind, which i got very very wet, can squeeze water out of my clothes okay! mabel, my turn to hate you now!! hahahaha...

Flipper was scary at first. but we soon got used to the motion and found it enjoyable. we tried not to grip the bars. and we did it! you ppl out there better go try it (: it looks like a spaceship or sth.

the rest was just normal la, just that mabel kept laughing at me during my first ride on the roller coaster. i was hiding my face in my stretched-out arms while the kiddy roller coaster did its job. but OBVIOUSLY i didnt for the next few times LAA. Went home rather late, with my mom nagging. oops.

Love you guys.

TUESDAY
Back to school. Nothing much except for PE. wahlaoehh, excuse me. but ms poon is a killer sia. she made us: run twice ard the track, did minimum 33 situps in a minute, run shutter run back and fro 8 times, did standing broad jump 5m in 3 continuous jumps two sets of 15 inclined pull-ups and sprint from one end of the court to the other and back, 4 times. Was really tired, she had eaten up more than half of our jogging period already! then she said we so drama, act as if its really difficult. and SHE HERSELF began acting out our 'drama'. so who's the drama-mama here urh. APUI. jogged, and the dumb machine didnt work. -.-

WEDNESDAY
our whole class had great difficulty every session. we had difficulty GETTING Up and SITTING DOWN. muscles hurt la, because of cold-blooded ms poon (says zhiye). siying was half cursing her. choir! changed our buddies coz sec4s are gone. i got XuQi, one of the twin. then i learnt that she was the nxt president. Sharmaine and Pamela was commenting that i always get the president as a buddy. oh well :P we started learning a new song entitled "you'll never walk alone".

THURSDAY
muscles still hurt. -groans

FRIDAY
Mrs low (geog. teacher) brought her pink crocodile that SNAPS. had choir later on. HAD AUDITIONS! for sectionals, tested by ms Naomi Chye who's also my music teacher. (FANCY seeing her thrice a week! oh gosh) i'm still in sop one, but shar got into sop2. SHE HAS BEEN into ALL the sections in choir! haha. i was clearly shivering the whole time. XuQi was so nice! she was sitting at the table, saying "you can do it" to me. yay, love her. but i was still nervous, my voice was shaky. but at least i didnt change. very 麻烦. XuQi says she's glad that i'm still in sop1 (: i cant believe i'm going to face the pick-periods of the weekday every friday from now on. i reached home past 7pm.

ok i'm tired. shall continue another time.

OH and jean from choir called up and said i'm shortisted for the piano thingy for choir. OH MY GOSH no i cant sight-read! i shall fail, i bet you.

2007-07-01T19:55:00.001+08:00

ar, have not been posting for LONG. aiyo.

i realise that ZhiYe also likes fahrenheit, and our ranking of the members are the same (: WuZun, Aaron, Jiro, Calvin or somewhere near there. yeaaa and ZhiYe's an excellent rapper for 中国话, by S.H.E. hahaha mabel and i are still behindddddd~

I dont know if i should label mabel as SWEET or MISUNDERSTOOD. she thought i ou wuzun, and bought me a badge with wuzun's picture on it k! oh shit, but thankyou mabel! thanks for thinking about me (: (: LOL! oh and you know what, the badge flew out of my file under a bus, so me, charis and roohi had to ask the bus driver to move away. HENNNGG they didnt see the picture, or else it would be rather EMBARASSING.

i shall skip the happening of the days in between (:

YOUTH SUNDAY! 1st July

had to reach church at 7.45am to prepare for the performance for the service. we had to sit thru TWO, EXACTLY ALIKE services and TWO, EXACTLY ALIKE sermons. to tell you the truth, my stomach was rumbling through the second service, and i actually almost fell asleep... we had the Lord's supper twice. overall, i enjoyed the whole performance thingy, it was so fun and interesting! YAY to that (: YAY to choir ppl ((: YAY to instrumentalists (((: and YAY to the song leaders! ((((: yayness!

k, byes. i lost my english compre AGAIN. why do i always have to do EL comprehensions TWICE?! i seem to like the word 'twice' today.

爱到!

2007-06-25T18:16:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL RE-OPENS! i sound so excited. so-so laa :

i'm so into fahrenheit and S.H.E now, no idea why. hahaha hey when i was with my dad, it's super hilarious ok!

(a truck reversing, nearly hits our car)
me: (usually i keep QUIET) ar, whattheHELLwhattheHELLwhattheHELL! ...
dad: *stares at me*
me: oops...

its just very weird to him that i starting spouting what the hell in front of him, cause i never did dare. so just when the truck almost hit us, HAH the words just came out, as if i got nothing else i could say. okay never mind if its not that funny...

(was singing 只对你有感觉 by Fahrenheit)
me: “我只对你有感觉..."
dad: *looks at me*
me: *stares back, then suddenly move away* eee, dowan!
dad: -.-

yesterday, youths stayed back for rehearsal for YOUTH SUNDAY. aaron played the piano, kenneth, jek kai and someone else played the electric guitars, and...(who else do i know) OHH and adelynn played the violin! OF COURSE i'm in the choir! YAY! oh talking about that, i just remembered to sms rachelle about the rehearsal stuff. was super tired after rehearsal, but aiya my little friends was playing soccer. so i blur blur become goalkeeper for them (: kids are fun! ahh and because i wasnt energetic enough, the soccer ball past my foot and hit kenneth's things behind me. sorry la, kenneth, i didnt do it on purpose.

i went running with my dad later (though tired) and YES, i over-exerted my muscles and now they're aching. OH SHIT there's PE and jogging tomorrow! ah toot.

okay back to the topic of SCHOOL. today i woke up ON TIME, pheww, and yaa (: went up to yanyi's class to give her her belated present. aiYAH yanyi wear your specs, i couldnt recognise you! made me stand there like so kuku HAHAHA! and then we had this english teacher that made us do conversations for Oral. wa the class exco was being saboed by her la. Tanya taked about BGR, i talked abt punctuality(so dumb!)Sharianty talked about CIP, Zul about money and Khairiyah about siblings. YAH i know i sounded lame, oh well (:

what else? update later, have a paper tomorrow. somehow i know i looked thru many times but i still feel insecure. so should be revising again. ah XD

2007-06-22T12:29:00.000+08:00

first things first...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YANYI!

Paiseh, ive not been updating for quite long...

Last Sunday, i went to my cousin's condo for Fathers' Day. and i went swimming with my two lovely cousins, Qiao Zhi and Rui Zhi. haha both boys, younger than me. but i'm still being bullied laa! Rui Zi kept shooting water at me with his water gun. but i just go underwater HAH! Rui Zhi, give up la... (:

Qiao Zhi you naughty one! i was relaxing in the water with the float behind my head. then he came and pushed the float down. HEY even if i can swim, it gives NO REASON to try drowning me okay! HAHAHA

ahh see see see, was super busy during sch HOLIDAYS and i had no time to blog. now i forgot what really happened already. crappp

OHHH and i finished watching hana kimi on youtube. it rocks...! shall write more abt it nxt time.

good! school holidays are ending (:

2007-06-11T18:15:00.000+08:00

first things first:

A CAPPELLA CHOR VILLACH! concert+workshop (:

CONCERT (Saturday)

huaywen's dad sent ashikin and me to UCC for the concert (: we reached there rather early with many secone choir members there alr. hahaha we started taking photos, and i brought my camera! but then i forgot cameras were not allowed IN there, so i hurry took some photos OUTSIDE hahaha.

Roohi, me and pamela! sharmaine's overseas...

ME, and pamela! XD

Ya then i was seated on the 2nd row(or rather first, coz the first row was empty). AHAHA i acctually brought binoculars! so dumb right?! And was rather disappointed as cedar choir only sang a few songs. aft that was the Austrain choir themselves. roohi was bored to death and kept smsing pam. hahaha! saw the head prefect wearing sleeveless top and roohi said she looked hot. -.- pamela said simin was smiling at me. so paiseh i didnt notice! uh-ohh...

the choir was SUPERB okay! their voices were solid! haha XD pam was like saying: "i aspire to be like her!" (she was referring to BOTH the solo singers, HAHA) and they sang Chan Mali Chan and dunno what Kangkong thingy. haha, in my mind i was thinking of...

TA-DA!

ok rubbish la! i reached home rather late. my house was upside down.

SUNDAY

i felt giddy in the morning. so i played table-tennis so make me forget it and some sad stuff. urms i shall skip the sad stuff. i shall make this post happy. i told denyse briefly abt what happened. she didnt reply. gawd i'm so scared suddenly...

WORKSHOP

reached school very early today (: and ashikin was earlier! then roohi and many others came along too. we had briefing on what's going to happen. well yea, the Austrain Choir came to our school and we sang songs which i dont understand. Simin was my partner to 'takecare' of a member of the Austrain Choir. and i found out that her english name was ANGELA!! yea then choir did an impromptu performance. i felt so left out okay! the sec ones were sitting there coz we dont know the song they sang. it's like, we had never sang with the main choir before. roohi wanted to suggest singing 'When you believe' because we learnt it too. but obviously she didnt have the GUTS to say HAHA XD.

and i was abit lonely without sharmaine and pamela(pamela went overseas TOO). haiz. At the end, some seniors went to become tourguides of the Austrain Choir. i bet it was fun. sad that sec ones must stay back for clean-up. clean up was okay la, just that we got to eat the leftovers haha. oh and mrs loi announced that today was the official last day Mrs Lim (main choir conductor), will be with us. oh well.

haha oh shit what a long post! i kinda miss sharmaine and pamela.

OHHHHHHHH and huisian, mabel and theresa came over to my house do Class Newspaper. so funny coz in the end we ended up watching Hanakimi on youtube. and kept laughing at esther's GATSBY advertisment on her blog. took picts too!

Fudge and Eclair!

Chips and Fudge!

us again (:

hardworking FONDU aka huisian editing her article!

2007-06-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

ahha today i went to siying's house to do the DNA project. HAH, it was rather near my church xD and i was so brave! okay rubbish la, i was a little scared cos i thought i took the wring bus at the wrong busstop. Hey near siying's house, there's this watermelon playground, it looks kinda fun. but hey, there's one near my house too. maybe a could slip out to have some fun, but i don't wanna embarass myself. i just remembered that i embarassed myself in that playground before, when i was... kindergarten

my teacher allowed us to play, unless one gets hurt. so i was like, yay... who would get hurt? and I got hurt, and everyone cant play because of ME. -.-
i think i slipped off the steps and scratched my leg or something, i cant recall. but, i guess i had fun though.

did the DNA project rather swiftly. we completed it in like... an hour? and i just wonder how on earth are the other groups going to stick the bases on the DNA. it was so difficult and minute (we used PAPERCLIPS by the way) and we did not have superglue. but i think it wont really help much. so we used scotchtape. and the DNA model looks weird, with ugly pieces of scotchtape sticking out. ahh but what can we do? if mrs gay questions us, we shall say that they are the 'tissues' or something near there. SIYING! what did we prepare to say arh? the scotchtapes were meant to be WHAT? BONDS? ehh no, i think its wrong. i dont know laa.

i went home to do chinese 半月集. and guess what, i fell asleep while doing it. -.- again
HAH doesnt matter, tomorrow i will be in school doing IPW.

my sis said she saw two ants in the 'moisturising cream'. wow i didnt know ants want to moisturised too. so 爱美. 이렇게 귀여운!

okay byes for now! still need to transfer some files. haha

2007-06-04T21:56:00.001+08:00

oh gosh school holidays STARTED for more than a week. sheesh. and i did not have time to blog. okay i shan't make any lame excuses

more than a week ago on sunday, Youth Fellowship brought us to Seletar Reservior for a picnic. we had fun but it was really hot okay! we played captains ball and i almost sprained my ankle. i must admit that kenneth's sister, rachel, was a super good player (:

VOLLEYBALL!! there was a VOLLEYBALL! i cant help grabbing it, swinging it in the air, positioning my hands and hit it up into the air. my memories of playing volleyball swung back to me. ohhhh... (: or ): ?
and i just can't get used to kenneth's new LOW voice. freaky. and i forgot to buy Ian a bottle of water, i feel so guilty as everyone was sooooo thirsty. Rachelle and i sat at the bench facing the reservior. and then we started singing "everyone sang" softly.

went for this leadership workshop on mon and tuesday! it was FUN hahaha, with many nice and meaningful games. did alot of tests also, and i found that my personality colour is ORANGE, and i'm an aesthetics person. ahh whatever, maybe orange is nice after all (: lol

and I'M SERIOUSLY BROKE i went to gift a name and bought some stuff. i made a necklace, and it cost a bomb. the string (which is BLACK CLOTH, not even metal) was priced at WHAA-?!and each bead was 90cents. and that person's name was long. shytt

went to watch Shrek 3 this evening. hahaha it was super funny! and the lime sundae from mcdonalds is nice by the way (: and ya for the shaker fries, DON'T pour all that salt-like thingy in to the paper bag. it's SUPER SALTY okay, my sis only put about half a packet and i was salted to death. and we bought the lime sundae just to 'revive' ourselves. well the reason for not buying coke instead was because we're going to drink it in the cinema later anyway... diao, okay i feel lame. (: (:

i got this feeling that my ~~mom~~ DAD read my handbok filled with my inside feelings, my deepest secrets, and i admit, there was some bad and mean words in it. those pages were folded, and i'm in a down and depressed mood, and a little bit angry. i feel wierd. everytime i was down and depressed, at night i will feel very hyper and laughing all the way. i almost got a few fingers sliced off by the ceiling fan while jumping crazily on the bed. AND when i was excited or happy, i soon find myself down and depressed at night, like now. what's wrong with me?! i'm too young to have depression(choi!) maybe i should just pretend to be happy and bubbly, but that makes me feel worse inside. well maybe after throwing tantrums ard will make everything well and pleasant again. BUT THAT'S NOT GOING TO WORK WITH MY PARENTS. according to them, there is no room for rudeness. which is why my sis and i had to sleep in the balconey when we were rude. fyi, balconey is not considered a room.

random shoutout: ogre babies are acctually quite cute!

oh and i went to the extent of asking for the 'everyone sang' score from sec one friends in other school's choir. and i've been trying to play the piece. i must say its tough, especially for people who nearly failed sight-reading during practical exams. but i will do it EVENTUALLY! and my piano teacher said i overpractised my exam pieces, which was no good. but hey it proved to my parents that i actually spent enough time on practising piano! which is GOOD for me, to avoid more noisy alarm clocks. and playing the 'everyone sang' score is a great motivation. YES!!

fine. see, i can't remember what really happened this week. i managed to complete most of my holiday homework. and YES i just remembered. i realise i cry easily. i cried when i read 'the clay marble' when Jantu died. hey that's weird, i thought i was strong.

2nd week of holidays is my 'project week'. and i'm going to watch cedar choir on sat! YOOHOO!! i think i shall buy flowers~~

sorry, i'm tired. NIGHTS.

2007-05-26T11:20:00.000+08:00

ahh, finally i have time to post (x It's just so stupid okay, it was a week near hols and yet i was still too busy to blog. its always like that, teachers think its a holiday and pile us up with homework. never did they think that other teachers will give alot too. imagine, a teacher gives 3 homework only, i have...8 subs? i think. i would have 24 assignments okay! crap.

its near holidays. half a year in cedar GONE. i feel so paiseh okay! along the corridors, i'm still saying 'good morning TEACHER'. i totally dont know their names.

i has been more than a week that we stopped gymnastics for PE. i suddenly want it back. PE with ms poon is freakingly crazy! okay the PE lesson on fri, we jogged 1.2km, did 60 sit-ups, and 45 back-raisers (aka. denyse's bowing thingy) AND after that we had jogging. i tell you, we were super 'dried-up' and that was the first time i walked for a while. it was super tiring!!

for sit-ups, my stomach is really cranky aft that. it hurt a little. and it was a FRIDAY. on TUESDAY we had PE followed by JOGGING again. what crapp! and for PE, we jogged 800m, did 60 sit-ups, and 60 back-raisers. for jogging, we were so damn tired, and zhiye got an asthma attack. how can anyone be so cruel?! can someone i dont care who change the DUMB timetable??

on tuesday night, i went to pierce my ears. it was okay laa, painless (:

OH YA and before choir on wednesday, oneI got punished by ms chua for not clearing the kitchen properly. they only needed to do 2 pages of reflection! and they were complaining to much. (no offence) because, the next day, ms chua punished us for not keeping the CLASS clean. and we had to WASH EVERYTHING THAT WAS ON THE CENTER TABLE IN THE HOME ECONS KITCHEN. EVERYTHING HAS TO BE DRY. IF ANYTHING WAS NOT WASHED OR DRIED PROPERLY, WE HAD TO STAY BACK FOR ONE MORE DAY. WTH! THATS THE PROB HAVING A HOME ECONS TEACHER AS YOUR FT. i abuse caps. ><

i'm serious okay! we didnt have lunch and had to clean to about 3 plus. thank God mommy came to help me dry the dishes. everyone left while me, huisian, mabel, theresa and 师父 remained to lock all the windows. then we went back to class. i tell you, we were super duper hungry that we started acting like people starving. huisian had some chocolate cornflakes and we were acctually fighting over a small ball of chocolate cornflakes which had a radius of about 1cm. mabel had no choice but to eat one of the cookies she has been saving for her mother. THATS HOW HUNGRY WE WERE OKAY. we practically FOUGHT, in a nice way i mean. then we went to the canteen AND i realised that i did not bring enough $. crap. i ate some of mabel's rice and it really felt that we were those survivors of a disaster, helping and hoping that each other got sufficient nutrients and was able to live. ohh maybe not that serious. but ya. (:

its like, after every mouth of food, there was 'oooo...' and 'ahhh...', sounding very satisfied haha. we were relying on each other. 相依为命！-웃음-

CHOIR
wednesday:
normal la, except that denyse and wanping came for debrief and said some solemn stuff abt us seeing them for the last time. no offence but the secone choir ppl are really super mean okay. they asked if we wanted to perform for them, they replied a loud, short NO. i will miss the sec fours, i felt like crying~
and i was avoiding the meeting of eyes with denyse and wanping. WANPING should know by now, why i was doing that haha.
friday:
we had auditions for sections again. ms ang said that many of us were placed wrongly. i was transferred to sop one, with pamela and now, sharmaine. sharmaine was also transferred to sop one. we were super happy to be together. but i miss alto one. i really miss alto one. i cant bear to leave alto one! -dilema

holidays are starting. the torture is coming.

MOOD: mixed. happy to be in sop one, but i cant bear to leave alto one.
LABELS: i wish i have somewhere to go, and someone to CARE.

2007-05-21T18:21:00.000+08:00

on sat night, i dreamt this dream that made me scared of that person . i'm debating if i should be scared of that person, or what?

basically, the dream is pleasant. its just that i'm scared because... WHY am i dreaming this dream with this person that i acctually respect, love and care about? this dream, according to some of my friends, is a sign that i'm helplessly obsessed with that person. i admit i'm not just liking the person. i love her as a FRIEND, as a... PERSON??? whatever!

so, should i tell that person abt this dream i dreamt? thats y i'm posting it here. BUT i'm not telling who the person is. MAYBE i'll say the DREAM. but not now, gettit?

am i really...obsessed?

MOOD: confused, scared, happy, MIXED.

2007-05-19T09:16:00.000+08:00

gawd.i've not been posting for quite long coz i'm procrastinating hahaha. school's busy, and when i'm not, i was not allowed to use the comp. haha life's like this. so now, what i'v beein wanting to type is like... forgotten. crappp!

i only remember that i had home econs baking exam on mon. okayy! my cake was not cooked on time, i guess i overwhisked the mixture. haiya ms chua... you mustnt fail me coz u were the one who asked me to whisk MORE! hey i tried at home okay, and it turned out perfectly fine. whatever. yea so ms chus just asked me to take the cake out and decorate it. yay the deco covered up the uncooked part hehs. i had chocolate poured over the cake with strawberry and kiwi half-dipped with chocolate. it looked nice, but since its uncooked, even my MOM wouldnt have a try. :(

AND we got back history paper! great, at least i got an A1. but haiya i could have gotten higher. as you know, i left out 'evaluating sources'. hahaha but according to YANYI, we shant cry over spilled milk (:

lohWanPing became my 师父and i became her 徒弟. haha i also forgot how it came abt.
gohWanPing is super nice to me, although i'm super paiseh to ask herhelp me pass sth to someone. so scary.

okay, IF i remember more, i shall post EVENTUALLY. as in really eventually, i didnt state the exact date HAHA.

MOOD: dunno? there's piano lessons later and i seriously cant like it! gosh.

2007-05-09T20:23:00.000+08:00

hellos! i'm so sorry for not posting for quite some time. well, HERES a post! (:

7 may-- History MYE+ my bday
i'm SO going to fail history!! i memorised the mindmap very well and i got mental block during test! well ANYWAY, it did help me in one way or another. YOU KNOW WHAT? at the last minute, i realised that i missed out evaluating sources! the "all the sources show..." thing. gawd. 6 marks GONE le. but nvm, i hope i just dont get more errors... HAIZ.

i got quite A FEW stuff this year hahaha.
mom and dad --> MP3! 1G! YAY!!
huisian--> Toblerone! YUM
priscilla --> unexpected, first to give me in the morning (: a small cute toy rabbit!
TO ALL WHO WAS AT MY TABLE DURING RECESS:
thank you all for the lovely a-custom-birthday-song-in cedar SONG! i'm so touched! even those that i dunno came to wish me a happy bday. LOVE YOU ALL, especially huisian and the others who iniciated it, YOU MADE MY DAY! <33

hehs i kinda forgot what happened on 8th. shall update IF i remember hah (:

TODAY
during history, we watched 'the life story of helen keller' or sth like that. was super nice okay bt w did not finish watching it. will continue during the nxt history lesson. we were like saying how much we look forward to history lessons suddenly hahaha. but it really rocks, tt girl can really act!

had EL skit. o shucks it was super humiliating! n i shant say more abt it. *blushes*
during choir today, we learnt a new piece. e alto part was sorta difficult. Pam, sharmaine, roohi, huaywen and many others say tt i shld b in sop. i'm so not bragging, but just abit uncomfy. but wadever it is, alto ppl are important! its good to be able to sing many ranges RIGHT pam? baituo stop saying how bad ur voice is (:

wahhh tired! IPW is getting on my nerves. buhbyes.

MOOD: tired! sudden craze over the word 'censored'.

2007-05-01T15:03:00.000+08:00

Here are some super random picts...

i was FORCED to take this okayy...

So sian while waiting for the seamstress to take our measurements

2007-04-30T21:04:00.000+08:00

i'm so into the song 'girlfriend' by avril lavigne. huisian, kim, kell and someothers know why. righto? if u wanna noe, go find the lyrics. its really what i'm thinking now, maybe not EXACTLY...hehs

ytd sugarlion asked roohi and i to ask all e sec one choir members if they wanted to go for this concert at esplanade. She asked us to ASK the rest, and dumb dumb roohi go ans her that she cant go. walao eh and roohi never help me lorrss *stares at her* hmmmmph

den i go search for sec one names. got not name list and contact number. so i tried to get someone frm each class but aiya they dunno the rest's numbers. HAIZ so i cant give sugarlion the ans today. SO *sigh* this morning i flew round the classrm block crossing ppl's name out. serious! more than 7/8 ppl are not going hah. basically i went to 1N and 1P b4 flag raising. of course not all were dere lurh. 1p rite, got many people not there. so... i asked them to look fer me during contact time. PAISEH LA i was at the other classes when they came. when i went to 1p, MS JOU WAS THERE OKAY. scared...

so its like,
ms jou: " i thought you all saw her already?!"
me: "er..."
ms jou to choir members: "Have your seen her?"
ppl shakes head. ms jou sighs. i happy (:

but it looks like i got them into trouble lor. so during recess i saw huay wen and apologised, she was like so shocked. but nevermind (: it doesnt kill to apologise, RIGHT?!

sugarlion >> i tried to contact u on hp but u dont seem to reply or sth. choir members and asking if they are going with the school or not, transportation... Pls check ur hp (: AND DONT ASK ROOHI THAT USELESS GAL TO HELP! ITS A WASTE OF SMS hahahaha no la joking *laughs to self*

Mid-years in exactly one week! Bday in exactly one week too! JIA YOU JOY!

2007-04-27T17:47:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

today was okay... nothing much haha. just that we gotta be extra quiet for the sec 4 to do their mid-year exams. (:

hahaha today during music, we were supposed to play a SUPER BORING song in the keyboard. sth like... C,D,E,F,G *pause*F,E,D,E,F,G,E*pause*C,D,E,F,G *pause*F,E,D,E,F,G,C.

THATS ALL OKAY! but at least we were supposed to try out different 'voices' and 'style'. haha go and see a keyboard ba. they should be there so u'll understand. wa so DAMNED boring okay and the row of 'have-music-background' were super duper BORED. *yawns* (the 'have-music-background' people are seated in the middle rows (: so we are together laa!) so basically we bored but we were not supposed to play our own songs. WE WANTED TO okay, just that teacher might see us. like DUHH! the piece she gave dun need much movements. so if we play our pieces, sure got PLENTY of MOVEMENTS la. duhh duhh duhh...

n ya teacher went out for a while. we were very happy sia. played our own pieces. WE FELT SO FREE OKAY! it was a very very very happy thing (: LOL den when teacher came back, we stopped and pretended to change 'styles' and 'voices'. so got no choice gotta guai guai play the DUMB BORING SONG lo... -.-

hees our middle row keep laughing coz we kept seeing each others SIAN faces, guai guai playing the simple song. we were super drama okay! when teacher was near, we acted NORMAL. AND YOU DIDNT READ ANYTHING JUST NOW. heehee...

THANKYOU joelance for sheltering me to the bus stop! lurrves <3
AND my bdae is coming soon! yay although i dun want my Mid-years to come so soon! DUMB MID-YEARS IS ON MY ONCE-IN-A-YEAR BIRTHDAY!i got this feeling i'm going to fail history...

MOOD: Very high, filled wif laughing gas (:

2007-04-25T20:05:00.000+08:00

ytd, i went to VCH as a school supporter for my schools' SYF CHOIR! my seniors did really well, and got a GOLD! (:

today during assembly, sugarlion and sugarrabbit announced abt the SYF thing. at e end they said a message for the choir members. and at the very end, they BOWED 90 DEGREES okay! honestly, i was touched (: not that the message was meant for me laa, i just felt that they were very 伟大! haha acctually i teared abit in front of huisian and mabel, and i think siying saw it hah. but nevermind...

HEHS choir was super tiring today. i was in MS where there was AIRCON and i was perspiring! shucks acctually, i'm still trying to get hold to the technique of using the correct way of breathing. weird, when u hiss right, the Diaphragm should move out. mine did, only when u press it, but when u didnt, it looks like moving IN instead behind my shirt. help! 도움!

hahaha our voice coach, ms ang, accidentally said "stupid assesment thingy" to us when ms jou was in the room. wa ms jou was super... PISSED. she and mrs loi wanted the end-of-term assesment for us and ms ang said it was STUPID! gawd how i love ms ang! i do hate assesments.

sorry! have no time to blog more abt the syf ytd. overall, it was FINE

MOOD:upset, i cant do proper breathing!!

2007-04-23T16:09:00.000+08:00

cooked pasta for home econs! yay... it was nice okay (: yumm

today i dumb dumb follow kimberly, who dumb dumb followed xin yun.

Kim and I:
walk out, take bus 100 to serangoon interchange, take 81 home.

Xin Yun:
walk to potong pasir mrt, take to sengkang mrt, take LRT home

Kim wanted xin yun to take our route to serangoon mrt, but xinyun didnt want. so kim followed her to potong pasir laa. Kim said that route was faster, so i just follow lo, no harm trying a new route HAH. so the new route for me and kim was :

WALK all e way to potong pasir mrt! take to Kovan, take 81 home frm there

okay i tell u the walk was HORRIBLE okay, so long... when we reached, it started to pour. den when kim and i reached kovan, we ended up at the wrong side, so gotta go back in and walk the opposite direction. reaching the opposite direction, we realised that the bus stop was NOT connected laa!! so we gotta BRAVE the rain,wind,thunder and lightning to get into the bus stop. was sound so BRAVE ehh? kim so ego, said that at least i was lost with HER. okay lo...

reached home DRENCHED. bleahh...

MOOD: High and Low too (: in between

2007-04-21T13:10:00.000+08:00

i feel much better le! tanks to sharmaine, roohi and pamela :) THOUGH shar and roo always tease me yea? hmmphh... always abt sugarlion. but anywaes, 감사합니다!

MOOD: much much better, relaxed.

2007-04-20T14:31:00.000+08:00

Hello! back frm sports day. GARDENIA WON hahaha i knew it! hehs but no offence, i din expect Oleander to get 2nd... we got 3rd (: ixora!!

Bougainvillea
Oleander
Rose
Gardenia
IXORA!

BORGI!!! yayness

i feel so depressed la. LOOK at how the runners run, so pro la. i know i cant. thats y i feel alittle bad. AND now i know the pain of being a spectator! we were super restless aft a few hours of cheering. At first, we were cheering madly, but then we got tired and messy so we din cheer much. the seniors got rather pek chek and some cried. lyana>> WHAT HAPPENED??

cheerleading ppl, WELL DONE! see, even if they played the wrong music n wun gif u guys a second chance, you emerged first!!! dont cry anymore.

hahaha Gardenia always say this cheer when their ppl won a event: Why garde so pro?! Why garde so pro?! ...

Varsha is frm Bougainvillea, said: Why Bougae so chio?! Why Bougae so chio?! ...

hahahax (:

i saw the redcrossyouth ppl reviving a fainted girl. i want to be a DOCTOR.

MOOD: depressed and restless

2007-04-19T20:39:00.000+08:00

i feel weird today. just tired maybe. AND I FOUND OUT THAT I HAVE 黑眼圈!! dammit. must be the lack of sleep. honestly, i almost fell asleep in one home econs theory class!

I will be going to SYF wif the seniors. just that i'm not singing, i'm supporting them :) well i suppose to be happy ya? but i feel mixed. DONT get me wrong okay. i din say i dun wanna go, i just feel... DIFFERENT.

WHY??????? well the reason is... i so not the first top 8 in the choir test so i wasnt going. but a few couldnt make it, so i'll go. i'm happy that i can go. but i'm not really pleased wif myself for doing badly AND that i got to go not because of my own hard work. i feel sorta bad.

tomorrow's my first sprots day in cedar. i feel excited! but i feel down and moodless too. i have NO IDEA why too. any light to this subject? oooooo...

so to summarise, i feel happy, sad, excited and moodless. so what's really UP with me??

i seriously cant stand priscilla anymore laa!! i tried to be nice and tolerate her but she's taking that for granted! she's SO on my nerves.

2007-04-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

and ya today had choir test. HAH was okay la... soso.

pamela >> gosh it's okay! i'm VERY sure that you will remain in choir! serious your voice is GOOD, just that you have no music backgrd so you can do sightsinging well. WE'LL HELP YOU!! JIA YOU! (:

sharmaine >> PICTS?? hurry laa... i'm waiting!
today we took a great deal of super COOL photos la! its really really really NICEY NICE! yay ahahaha...

i got this feeling i recognised wrong person. huisian told me that one other npcc mam look like yanyi. ooops...

2007-04-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

last night, my parents and me were half0sleeping and talking. i enjoy such nights, coz i feel crazy then. once i made them laugh till 2am in the morn and they couldnt sleep any further. HAH and once my dad accidentally drank milo ENERGY DRINK to help him sleep! harharh so funny.

my parents think i'm 'think-skinned' cause i dare to talk to them w/out being fearful of them la. I MEAN, as least my sis dun tok to them that much and that EXCITING as i do HAH! anyways my mom said that i was 'thick-skinned' in chinese, which was 脸皮厚到子弹打不进。in english, it means... your face is so thick that bullets cant go through. HAHAHA. the convers was sth like...

mummy: 脸皮厚到子弹打不进!
me: Wa i so fortunate! so i won die so easily during war time! hees
mummy: wow very smart arh! as if they will not shoot your heart, shoot your face!
me: *to myself.* oh yea hor...
mummy and daddy: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
me: -.-

of course there's plenty more lorrs! just tat i lazy write hah.

2007-04-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

oopsie and we took these picts last WED, before choir heess

Sharmaine and me!

a thorn among e roses?

roohi!!

gal guides :)

the lovers... HAH.

sharmaine, roohi, me, pamela!

HAH. we'll be taking more picts on WED i guess HAHA...

2007-04-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

gawd. today's HEATS was so horrible. it was raining and the track was WET. and i ran slower than usual. heLLO i'm not a tracker okay! even andre doesnt like track!! and like there are so many track ppl la, and they have to compete among themselves for the placings. we, the 'unexperienced' are like... no nid to compete la HAHA. yea i ran much slower ( MY DAD SAID SO, sitting up dere looking at me!!) haha yea so sadd... bth dad and yanyi said i was sorta brave to enter such competition hah! tyty...

Mar>> take care ya? aiyo dont keep falling! u still need ur legs!

COOKED! yayyie... today fer home econs, we made french toast and egg sandwichiess. YAY they taste GOOD okayy. eat them fer recess wif huisian, mabel, pris, theresa and Christabel. HAHA hey they tasted decent! really la..

i was in SGH for the whole day and i cant do science IT assignment till i come hm. sheesh la. :

2007-04-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

today was super super funny okay! i did the cedar !!!

hahaha i was doing the one on e one. i must say it was super amusing... lyana (president) and i were to take a scene at the science lab. HAHA we were saying that psl got NOTHING to do wif science, but aiya just take la.. the scene was...

i am looking at all the colourful liquids in the rack of test tubes. then lyana drops some other liquid in the test tube and it turned yellow. i'm supposed to say " aye??" and look at her. she will smile at me and pass me another test tube, and i will drip the solution into it too. den i will understand everything le.

basically wad it's trying to say is, PSLs help students not only emotionally but academically too. i guess so, gotta ask hu set this script haha.

LYANA: did u see anything BUBBLING? eyeer...hees x)

2007-04-12T21:00:00.000+08:00

AND I FOUND OUT THAT I WILL BE HAVING HISTORY MID-YEAR EXAM ON MY BIRTHDAY!

OHH and e birthday spirit is dying in me. its just a day, 13 years back. no big deal la... haha.

NEGATIVE SIDE:
IT'S ON MY BURFDAY! how sad...

POSITIVE SIDE:
the exam is on my birthday so i can enjoy myself aft that! if its one day earlier, i wont be able to study. if one day later, i'll have to study ON the day of my birthday!

thanks daddy, i shall think positively (:

2007-04-12T20:46:00.000+08:00

u know the phrase i usually use... [grab the stage, steal the spotlights]... my dad finds it kinda... wrong.

u noe, outshining ppl is good. but my dad says that phrase sounds like... wanna show off

kind. chinese say “抢镜头”so now i sledom use it. ppl on msn know i changes my nick ya? shall do as wad my parents say or else i will never get to go online ever again... bwahahaha...

grab the stage, steal the spotlights! i shall use it just one more time. BUT i'm not going to change the bloggie thingy. (: hees, i hope thats acceptable. GOOGAA!

2007-04-12T15:57:00.000+08:00

i changed my hairstyle a few days ago. ytd i had choir mahh and some choir ppl was together. got sharmaine, pamela, roohi, sarah, huaywen, shi hui...hu esle? did i miss anyone out? haha. dey said i was....(wad arh? i fergott) i think is cute or pretty. I FORGOT! ask them la haha. ya den Jia Xuan walked by and we said hi. U NOE WAD SHE SAID?? " joy u look pretty today" *blush blush* hahaha...

den we went to 1/i . had loads of fun okay.sing sing sing... practise practise... den i wanted to go get my bag in my class. and i saw hui sian sitting there alone! i FEEL SO BAD! so i decided to leave my bag there. and went back to 1/i (she got some chinese thing) haha had fun again. near 3, i went to get my bag. BUT... got ppl in there. OH SHOOT!! how to get my bag? just den, deborah walked by and i asked her.
it was sth like:
deborah hu r they?
hi! they are girl guides. y?
i wanna take my bag!
oh just go in la
are they scary? (not asked by me okay)
no they r not, just go in.

and she told the ppl and i go in and grab my bag and my colourfully decorated file.

THANK YOU DEBORAH!! so sweet!

and u noe wad? i fergot to bring my choir photo AGAIN. at least i'm not the only one... so sorry nicole!

2007-04-10T21:50:00.001+08:00

i'm feeling numb.

2007-04-09T21:44:00.000+08:00

GREAT LA today was soooooooo embarassing! was supposed to take out 2 worksheets fer science lessons. mrs gay wrote it on the board. and then she gave out science workbks and told us to do corrections. hehs i was bz doing and din find the worksheets. and i managed to find only one.

HELPP mrs gay started reading the answers for the one i cant find. so i got a piece of paper and started scribbling e ans down. mrs gay came ard to check and asked me where my paper was. i said i will find it later and was writing he ans down first. i think she din think it was a gd excuse la. mirna and i got KICKED out of the class.

not really la. seriously, just PAINFUL. i'm soooooo ashamed to say this, but we were made to stand outside class. IMAGINE that. GD thing mirna was wif me. we began counting the number of minutes left till science end. mirna and i were whispering that we just couldnt find our worksheet. (one was speed time graph and e other was assignment A) we both HAD our assignment A on our TABLE then, only cant find the sped time thingy. i feel so upset, but i know mrs gay did tat fer a prupose, JUST THAT I WAS REALLY EMBARASSED! what will e class tink of me now????

anw, was super tired today, partly because of dull mood. i'm supposed to do some reading log stuff. AND u lost the paper. GREATT but cant blame me coz it was given in JANUARY! haha i think i din even c it b4...
and ya was to do reading lod for a BORING bk called Thursdays Child. BO-RING... i acctually slept while reading it. was woken up later by my dad. ooooooo...tiredd

2007-04-08T14:58:00.000+08:00

yay today is easter sunday! haha...

hey sadly, i lost the strings tat i'm supposed to make into a friendship band! wad am i gonna do?? shucks...

i owe sharron a hen for easter!

2007-04-04T20:35:00.000+08:00

so sad okay! ytd, i almost failed history. 9/15. B4!! was super duper sad, i spent 3/4 of my study time on history! ANYWAES. thats the past.

today got back my EL paper. sheesh. i got 9/15 too. AGAIN?! B4 AGAIN??!! i want to cry okay! *cries, sobs and moans*

and u noe, i those kind of girl that is interested in military stuff. ya huisian is in NPCC, dini is too. haha today, i tried to follow them, do the stamping of foot thingy. HAHA they were really nice okay! they taught me e comands and e actions. ohh and halfway, dini suddenly shouted" U SAW US? DUN LAUGH!" or sth like that. ??? orh nasuha was walking past and saw part of wad we did. ARRH so paiseh haha! yay i noe abit of npcc stuff le! WHOO...gonna learn MORE!

today, choir was rather amusing. went to the music rm. outside, stood 2 ppl. hey i thought that they were my friends, as in, sec one too. so i tilted my back to see hu they were. den i saw wanping's specs. OOPSie! and SAW ME and said "HI!" very cheerfully. soooo paiseh! can u imagine that?? i tot they were my friends and did the cute action, which is bend down to look at the persons face. usually, tat friend and i will laugh. BUT ITS THE VICE HEAD WITH E PRESIDENT!! oops. okay if that's wanping den e person bside her should b denyse. tapped her and said hi. *blushes*

aft that, we had debriefing. haha we said that we learnt sight-singing. haha den denyse accidentally said sight-seeing. HAHA so cute! *attempts to pinch denyse's cheeks* no la as if i dare. ya haha bin practising singing abit. surprisingly, i feel wierd. nvm.

okay i shall talk later. i feel a little tired : sadd...

2007-04-02T18:41:00.000+08:00

today during assembly, mrs gay came up to say sth. wahh my class tot she'll say sth abt the incident. but AIYA she toked abt the red cross thing. ANYWAE, the point is, we rushed to the lab to be very early. wa we tot she will not come again. surprisingly, she came wif a SMILE on her face n said sth like "y r u all standing outside? go in!" in a cheerful voice. whooah. okay. that means, she's going to teach us today!! haha she went in, and the exco and some others were 'yessing' and clapping softly. YAYNESS! so happi...

btw, we had to stay back fer 30 mins to check through our CA1 science paper. sheesh. at first i gott 22.5 over 30. exactly 75 over 100. which is A1!! phew... but aiya found a marking error. sch value: moral integrity. YES. went up to change my score. got a 22 over 30 now, which is 73.33333333333... okay. thats a A2 now. but my parents were proud of me :) and i think i should thank hui sian. she's my supporter. anyways i improved so... was 19 last time. I MEAN 19 over 30 la. like duhh...

OH YA today during maths lesson, i dropped the beads all over e floor. oh shoot. so paiseh! went to pick things up. i'm so grateful for those hu helped me : sharianty, samyuktha, evelynn, tanya, and HUISIAN! (sry if i missed anyone out, basically those hu r near me) yes huisian! i'm so touched *tears* haha was picking up stuff when huisian kneeled down beside me and started picking up things. the reason y i said this was because huisian sat faaarrrr behind while i sat quite in front. she simply got up frm her seat, walk all e way to the front just to pick up the uncountable beads and to gif me support. i was super embarassed when i dropped the things.

THANK YOU HUI SIAN! love you...that's what friends r for...

ahh yes ytd was april fool. HAHAH tricked yanyi, sharron and Denyse. sharron was e first i trick. so sad rite she din fall fer the trick...said she knew i wasnt so careless. yanyi fell for it okay!! hahaha so funnyyy... e way she responded was super duper hilarious. burst out laughing lyk siao. aiya so denyse is... HAIYA she saw my sms today,aft sch. AND during recess, we saw each other! so basicaly, she saw e sms only aft sch TODAY and "huh" at me. harhar... she missed the trick totally! she said i looked fine when she saw me (psst i said i sprained my ankle badly) ya haha that's april fool la :)

haiss. i have plenty of trouble sewing my shirt! aiya HOME ECONS sewing arh...i die de. but i love cooking so... i hope that'll pull my marks up :)

2007-04-01T18:32:00.000+08:00

hellos. i went down the e track to run. *psst practise for the sports day thing* haha so kiasu... WADEVA just went down to run la. basically, i'm doing sprinting 100m. but of course gotta warm up first. :) ran 1.6km. hmms....i did really bad, i guess. er... hmms 9mins 18secs. sad huh. well...just started training... :)

did sprinting twice. bad too i guess. first one was 18sec, second was 19sec. hmmz gotta work more.

BTW, today was someones birthday. got a BIG CHOCOLATE banana cake. i LOVE chocs!! but i just dunno y i did not feel like eating mine up :( felt like puting. *vomits*

MANN... mrs gay not teaching means we gotta self study. i read through textbk but not very helpful lehh. i think chemistry is sooooo cool. e only thing is the terms n stuff, quite difficult to remember hehs.

K=potassium
Na= sodium
Al= aluminium
Au= gold
Ag= Silver
H=hydrogen
He=helium
Pb=Lead (issit? i'm not sure. heLLO i'm not checking the bk okay! i'm just writing wad i noe)
Fe=Iron
S= sulphur
Mg= Magnesium
U= Uranium
Pl= Plutonium??
C= Carbon
Ca= calcium
Cu= copper
I= iodine

wa...w8w8 cant remember le : yea i just dunno wad's e diff between a compound and a mixture. help? anyone? i find chem super cool. great la just wad, i've been trying to memorise it during dec last yr. dumb huh? some were super funny like califonium or sth like tat... aiya cant remember la. just trying to help myself pass science. eeyer...

anyways... huisian is super bz wif npcc. unable to go out to e malls with her for abt a wk... MAM YANYI, whats happening aye... dun bully arh :) anyways i'm super duper happy to b in choir :) lalalala...

okay i shall say no more. tired, and oso need to pack stuff. or else i'll find them in the dustbin thrown by my dad. aiya he's watching his diet now, eating cereal n stuff. my sis n i calls him hamster. to irritate him, i'll give him the 'nibbling nut' look. haha... *nibbles*

HAMSTER HAMSTER HAMSTER. man, i want a DOG. byesz

2007-03-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

it's friday. mrs gay still refuses to teach. What are we going to do now? we'll fail science!! *wails* i feel so depressed.

anywae, haha all my fav leaders have the GOLD SHINY BADGE already! yay so happy for them. aiya yanyi deborah and sharron had theirs looooooong ago. just that er simin and denyse just got theirs ytd! yay for them! so happy for them yea!!

yanyi- Peer support leader
deborah- Peer support leader
sharron- vice president of peer support leaders
simin- prefect councillor
denyse- president of CHOIR!!

lalala haha well i'm sooooo happy. except for the science thing. what shall i do now? YES i noe self study, but seriously, we still need guidance frm mrs gay. she is a gd teacher la. but now she's doing nth in class. help...

2007-03-28T17:43:00.000+08:00

today is horrible! we were late for science fer the second or third time, cant rmb. we were let off a little late so we were abt 12 mins later for science. when we reached the science lab, mrs gay was really furious okay. she din let us into the lab. den tanya, me and sharianty kept hushing the class. but they dun listen la! er den mrs gay came out and began scolding us, *cant really hear coz i'm at the back*. basically, she was scolding us about our horrible attitude. she said that majority of us is not interested. she said she wont teach us any science for the whole week until we are 2 chapters behind everyother classes. FINE den she walked into the lab leaving us outside. tanya, me, sharianty and i think priya, gathered to discuss in WHISPERS. den priya knocked on the door and asked if we can go in then. her reply was super short and sorta shocking. NO!

i knew she was sorta hurt. i meant priya. but the rest of the class just continued chatting lyk not their business. so we continued hushing ppl and telling the reason. MRS GAY IS FURIOUS. SHUT UP. but that really didnt help. i told tanya, since we and responsible for the class, we ought to apologise on the behalf of the class. but before we went, priya and mirna was already inside. MIXED FEELINGS. i felt worried for them because they should not be held responsible for the class coz they r not the monitress or asst. also, i help quite angry wif them for not asking us before consulting mrs gay themselves. but we cant go in or mrs gay will blow her top. by the time they bth came out, priya was in tears.

they related the whole thing to us. part of it was y didnt the monitress and science rep come to see me instead? so samyuktha got anxious (she's science rep) and joined the discussion. we were in a dilema. mrs gay would be VERY VERY AGITATED if we DO go in. but if we do not, she'll think we really 'bo-chap'. what to do??? we were sorta mad at the class. some even sat down without permission, giving the 'so-what' look. heLLO its our fault and u still look so proud. very angry...discussed on what to do for a long time. LONG as in LONG ENOUGH TILL THE BELL RANG. ringring nxt period was mothertongue. w8w8 i havent told u that we agreed to say sorry when the bell rings and when mrs gay comes out. no matter whether she comes out or not, we'll wait for her to do so, and to dismiss us. and after dismissing, we will say sorry.however when mrs gay came out and said they can leave, they just LEFT okay! i was super pissed.

the class has attitude prob, that's what was said. i gotta agree. YES its really true. we felt that we needed to talk to the class about this. in fact, we were late for many classes, especially music. so we decided to take this incident to change them a little. they just couldnt be bothered. after mothertongue was recess. but we held them back. this was serious. we needta talk.

so me, tanya, sharianty, priya, mirna and smayuktha stood in front of the class and told them about everything. some were super super 'bo-chap' la. they did their hw in front of us i told them to keep, they sulked and gif me tat sickening look. but the class was still not cooperating. we had no choice. once we said u can now go for recess, they dashed out of the door.

what kind of attitude is this?? we think, making an announcement during assembly and saying sorry to mrs gay was the best among all the others. so we went to find ms chua. when ms chua came out, i had a flashback and was close to tears. ms chua just came and like pat me and ask us what happened. we told her. ms chua's face was redder, and eyes were 'wetter'. yea must be. den suddenly sharianty came and gave a form to ms chua. ya den she knew we were toking abt the class. since she's secretary, we asked her to stay and tell ms chua too. oh yea dini was dere too. sharianty was telling us what happened at recess *i cant tell, there r spies, haha* and burst into tears. ms chua hurriedly go confort her. THOSE MEANIES! HMMPH. den the bell rang signalling the end of recess. great we havent eaten yet. ms chua told us to grab a bite and she'll tell the nxt teacher, which was english. so we went to the canteen, while ms chua accompanied sharianty back.

because of what sharianty said abt the ppl during recess, tanya broke down halfway and me, being sorta emotional at times, went up and cried with her. the rest brought tanya to a canteen bench. we listened to her and shared many things, cried and hugged. we were talking abt the class while the rest was comforting tanya and i. SINCE i cired later than tanya, may face was still redder when tanya's went back to the normal colour. AND DEN MS CHUA WENT TO E CANTEEN TO HAVE FOOD AND SAW US TALKING THERE, with me and my red, tearstained face. wa she immediately came over and comfort me. hehs for me, when ppl act very very worried for me, i'll cry even more. but thanks ms chua for your concern. yes, we sat down and talked. for really LONG. for the meaning of long, refer to just now. yes ur right. took up one whole period. (a period is abt 50 mins) a long talk. yea. but we felt better even though we din eat. i was perfectly fine. when we came back, the class was having TIMED ASSIGNMENT. oh shucks we missed it. gotta do it tomorrow aft school. boo hoo. we did not enter the class, ms chua told us not to YET. all of us, began hugging each other tightly and YES, we all just found our ture friends. ( but i know huisian still cares (: yea haha)

we stuck together through the rest of TOP period.

The thing that make me happier was choir! we learnt to sing a part of 'there can b miracles' nicely. cool yea... will learn the rest nxt ime bah :) CHOIR ROX!

2007-03-27T17:20:00.000+08:00

ytd we learnt how to use e sewing machine. there were alot of knobs for different things, i'm so confused! i was doing QUITE fine but suddenly my machine did not move correctly, like all the thread is sewn together. i was sooooo scared and got the 'HUH?' feeling. den mrs foong came and called all my classmates to come to my sewing machine. i was really frightened okay!! wad did i do??

she den continued to tell abt the dumb knobs. suddenly, she said sth like "this knob have to be turned to the right ALWAYS when sewing, or else the machine will sew the kind that is used for buttons." OKAY!!! NO WONDER IT DIDNT MOVE! great...how embarassing! " this poor girl has been sitting here sewing" she said. thanks la...get lost! SHOO!

today we had gymnastics again. i sorta enjoyed it EXCEPT that dere's jogging right aft that! HELP! i'm sooo tired. yea gymnastics is quite fun, generally. the stupid thing i did today was at the end of the lesson. we were RUSHED to wear our shoes and go for jogging. in a hurry, i wore my shoes opposite! i was wondering y i felt so uncomfy. THEN i realised i wore my shoes the opposite way! WAA what's wrong with me man...

YES YES i know dere's jogging. ARRH tired sehh!! HELP. the teacher were like sitting down dere, judging the class's performance. wa very "shuang" right. sit down dere look at us suffer...so SA-DIS-TIC! *say's literature teacher, mrs lowe* eyeer...

tonite hwachong vz UWC in the arena. heard tat UWC won. foreign talent bahhz haha. i wish hwachong won :(

okkies i gotta go so some hw. busy busy.

2007-03-25T19:10:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY! today we had combined service. the speaker was so-so la... was a little sleepy :and combined service means NO SUNDAY SCHOOL.

WOW. tats really great. gosh im lying. no sunday sch means no *erhmm*!! shawna wu cant help me do sth AGAIN! it's almost a MONTH already! i'm sooooooopissed. FINE. WADEVER. i sat with my sis and studied dumb chinese. so sian i closed the book after one exercise. DUMB.

went into the room where the youths were playing some games. when walking there i SAW *erhmm* WHICH MEANS shawna could still help me! i acctually ran and BASHED into the rm. shawna n hannah was really surprised la. and i thought today can settle the whole issue. but thanks alot, she din bring it. SHAWNA!!!!!! i almost BURST okay!! so i asked her to explain to *erhmm* abt it. so FINE she went wif hannah, and i totally dunno wad they toked abt.

when they came back, they said he tinks i'm an idiot. i guess they r pulling my leg la. : den he came to the rm. toked to shawna n i tot he came to kill me. so i screamed NONONO all the way. i think my face was rather red la. never mind. i shall b courageous. i stood there against the door and...toked for a while la... i dun wanna say it here incase of someppl....so if u really wanna noe wad we toked and my FEELING, ask me personally. SERIOUSLY i cant believe it! he superman arh? his eyes got somekind of power. i dunno. dun ask me. ask OCBC. no la...kidding :)

nono i'm serious! ARHH i cant express the feeling here. its PRIVATE i tell u! just pure POWER in his eyes.... I SHALL SAY NO MORE hahaa.

other than that there was no other interesting stuff today. ARRH andre lee u really is powerful. i cant believe it. ruiwen and adeline thinks otherwise. well thats THEM, forget it. oops ruiwen and adel dun kill me arhh... oh so sad rochelle and lydia din come today :( sobsss

-the power of his eyes-

2007-03-24T19:44:00.000+08:00

ytd, there was PE! Gynastics! haha quite cool! i like the hand stand. haha :) okay the thing is, at the end, we did the 'bowing' thing we saw 4Z doing!! denyse denyse!!! she said my turn will soon come.arrh u curssed meeee... HAHA no la she's a nice person :) but i find it super fun n easy, far easier dan push ups *pokes stomach* hmmmm...

RIGHT after that we had JOGGING! heLLO we were so dead tired and ask us jog ard the sch twice?? no point argueing. we HAD to jog no choice. jog jog jog so tired le. gd that hui sian is wif me so i wun feel so lousy haha. but i bet everyone was super duper tired la. we had to keep gynastics equipments, mind u. AND we did 40 sit ups aft keeping them. now to jog? siao arh. sadly no one asked if we had violent objections... jogged like the world is gonna end soon. FINALLY we reached okay!! so happyyy...went for recess... and lalala feel abit better.

and yes there was assembly during the last period. at first they announced it was sth to do wif literature, we were like.. HUHing very loud. but little did i noe the show was abt poems and i super loved them! i'm a poetic person hehs :) and ya literature lessons the day b4 was to write a poem. GUESS wad i wrote abt *erhmm*!! haha i think kellie noes abt it la. i think jasmine too. the wind blew my poem to the floor and they picked it up. so paiseh... -.- and i shant write it here! ask me personally. hmms it turned out quite cool! they were very goos at it. they made poems out impromptu u noe. haha. oh YES when the show was abt to start, someone pulled my rubberband on my hair hard enough for it to come out. i saw ms chua turning ard! MS CHUA?? Y ON EARTH DID SHE PULL MY HAIR FOR? its so not her to pull pls hair for fun. even if she likes to, y me? i was sitting beside huisian and wanping, at the side of the bench, not at all noticeable. UHH?? its oso not very nice to question her if she did it out of mischief. i think i'm mischievous...hehheh...*evil*

stayed back for ipw for a while. the lady at SPCA ask if we wanted to help them collect animal food. it sounds cool, but seriously, hu would donate dog food? a small can is really expensive okay! still thinking over it, but gotta work fast. i cant really say what we decided, or else i wun b posting anymore! haha i'll b dead! nah la...kidding :)

there was choir for the seniors. i heard them sing. i feel so bad. i want to join them. ever since we had voice lessons, we did not see or do warmups with them. i felt like crying... i miss my seniors especially... denyse! simin! and all the others. i sighed when i heard u all sing, choir. i badly wanna join u all. and ya hui sian had npcc. HAHA i saw them. they were erm... doing SOMETHING i dunno. MAM YANYI was nice to e sec ones, though they were super afraid of her...rite yanyi? haha...

tanya seemed very stressed and tensed. i dunno y but it's sth to do wif ms chua adding pressure on her. i really want to help her. as her assistant, i'm supposed to assist her and bear the same amount of responsibility. i really hope she'll tell me what went wrong. tanya, i'm right behind u! i'm listening.

okay i shall post soon. it's time to study...i've not been sitting down, quieten down and study properly. i got distracted very quickly. i pray that God will help me.

stay close to God

2007-03-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

ytd was really bad okay. During chinese the day before, i was asked to find out wad 讲排场 is. i totally fergot! ya when teacher asked me, i was like... AHH 老师我忘了去查! aiya my chinese teacher very funny wan de, the class is really interesting and NOISY? not THAT bad lurh. okay back to the story. so she was like, 昨天叫你去查leh! OKAY i dunno wad to do! 我忘了查la... so she said, ai!试试看吧。你认为是什么? i totally dunno wad on earth is 讲排场 is la! so she gave me clues. she really funny okay! in the end she said: 如果我进来的时候，我要很多人在我的后面敲锣打鼓。所以这个意思就是很隆重。 (i'm so not sure if this is the correct word. it means GRAND)

haha erm there was choir later. YES i wore my choir tee! ya today was rather funny la. we were made to sing much higher dan before. yes i noe, ouch. heLLO i'm alto one okay! but on the whole, its a gd training for my voice bah. i shall promote 川贝枇杷膏 now haha!

oh dear i gotta go soon. i'm sorta tired. LOOK at the time! bye

2007-03-20T16:09:00.000+08:00

tat's the choir photo! aiya i dunno if u guys can c la, coz i made some markings of hu's in my grp, BEATLES! erm click on the pict to get a bigger/clearer pict yea... I LOOK FAT! denyse look so cute and 'innocent' *er hmm er hmm* hey i suddenly got sore throat, surprising.

HMM monday was quite crazy. we had History test and maths followed immediately.i might pass History but maths arh... w8w8 let me think... TODAY we had Literature test and again, Science was directly after. this is driving me nuts laa haha. i just feel so wierd now that dere;s no hw today. WIERD...

Today was rather funny. During jogging, we cheered as usual la. we were cheering "everywhere we go" and came to e part where priya said " wailo wailo..." thing. haha the FUNNY thing is that she said "wailo wailo wailo look out for the bicycle!" WOW new cheer. NO LA in the middle of the path was an old bike. Wad the?? haha its so wierd okay! i dunno how to explain this better.
Befor jogging, some sec4s were doing some exercises at the steps, facing us. we saw ABINAYA, 4Z and... HEY denyse is 4z too! heh hehsss...i saw her i saw her! *sings* lalalalala.... sooooo funny haha! erm its like, their lower part of e body is on the top steps and they were supposed to out their hands on teor head and move up n down. erm... like bowing to us u noe!! so scary haha! denyse, got muscle le? JIA YOU and have FUN ya? arrrhh!! *sticks out tongue* dead...

oh okay! i'll b having choir tmr! i dunno if we will see our senoirs :( haha but ANYWAY, tmr will b quite exciting coz we will wear choir tee!! whoohoo! erm yes there's the arena later. hu do u tink will win?

COOL yea... bb

2007-03-17T09:38:00.000+08:00

CHOIR CAMP 2007

FUSION! TURN UP THE STEREO

14 march-15 march

lalala...helllooo! yay i'm back frm camp! haha...

dere's 8 grps!ermm...

Simple Plan, Destiny's Child, Panic! at the disco, ABBA, Beatles, Evanescence, Good Charlotte, Snow Patrol.

I'm in Beatles with:

Ying Ying

Yuan Qi

Nandhitha

Jia Xuan

Penelope

DENYSE

Candia

Sharmaine

Sharon

DAY 1:

i reached at 10am at music studio. hmms the seniors have been practising since 8. okay... haha erm yea we reached n began some warmups. i like vivola best! erm aft tat we were given some time to prepare for our talent-time. my grp gott:

Candia, Sharmaine, Sharon, Varsha, Shi Hui, Aarthi n sabrina. yeah my grp name very cute rite? (i'm thinking) hees yepps! ya den we discussed like siao. finally we decided to do a love story. <3

LUNCH! yes! but it was rather quiet except for sm ppl...*stares at Jia Xuan and Nandhitha* haha erm its sectional prac but we got sm prob. we dunno wad to play! erm cant blame denyse la she had cough. *smiles at denyse* erm... we played concentration and murderer n detective. SO DUMB RITE i was a detective that was killed. haha yepps. simin had to do forfiet for a game haha. GAMES! dere was amazing race! beatles WON okay!! yayyie...

DAY 2:

Arrived at 10 as usual. had warm ups and blah blah... halfway through denyse and e gal tat hurt her eye came in to put the keyboard. aft they left, the leaders were abit upset .i heard sth like... "bashed in...angry wif us...scolded..." at tat time we were doing yawning and as usual we were so shy. the leaders were quite PEK CHEK when they came in. so we were like...WE MUST DO IT NICELY SO DEY WUN GET INTO ANY TROUBLE. yes, better le. i really hope the leaders did not get a scolding.

lunch again. jia xuan and nandhitha did not tok as much lehh. ate SILENTLY. hmms... right aft lunch was talentime le. i feel so anxious. aft lunch we went to AS1 for talentime. Choirlicious was really funny! Duck LEE, Flower LIAN and KENtucky. sounds familiar?? singapore idol la duhh... haha yes they won. erm mine was:

Cedar university disco. I met Dooblyboo(Varsha) dere and danced for many nights. erm den one day he din come. Blublare(sharon) was dere and asked me wanna dance. i said okay. he propsed when shi hui( pizzaguy) came and promoted the lovers pizza. she sang the 2-for-1 canadian pizza thing and slidded towards the audience (she later found her skin peeled off her knee) erm dooblyboo came and pulled me away. Blublare oso. dey said nasty things to each other until i twirled to Dooblyboo. okay... err.. ya den we played the song "at e beginning" and we danced lorr. it was embarassing. hmms den we were supposed to get married. ARRHH the choir sang the marriage song for us. WOW tanks alot lorr... DONE!

YAY and aft talentime we played caps ball with WET SPONGE. cool :) though we lost to ABBA, we felt okay haha! the ABBA ppl said i played well and was really fast. thank you! jia xuan was gd too! erm yea den we rested at the f.l.e.c and ya played some games. jia xuan suddenly asked me if i was a head prefect in pri sch. i was sorta shocked. i asked her how she know and if she was in Elias Park Pri before. she said no, and told me i got the LOOK. thats wierd :) do i have one? haha yay... so now i noe jia xuan was oso a head pre. jia xuan, u got e LOOK too haha! sharmaine was sorta SHOCKED when she knew i was head pre. so is that gd or bad? eeyer den we went to AS1 again and i collected my cedar choir tee! yeah!! aiya so sad beatles was not 1st, 2nd or 3rd BUT i really enjoyed myself! den we have a choir grp photo. he formation was really cool! will show it to u some other time. the photos r with priscilla. n my choir tee is still drying. so we shall wait ya?

Thats the end of choir camp! going back to school really soon. hmms since camp is over, i look forward to MON coz i'm giving yanyi a surprise and she's giving me letter. but sadly dere's History and Maths test on mon n Science and Lit on Tues.

i better study laa... ooh SUNDAY! SUNDAY! ANDRE LEE! shawna u better do wad u supposed to do uh! *er hmm**er hmm*

ya so...BYE!

2007-03-13T16:26:00.000+08:00

hmms...haha hey this is me! standing in the middle of no where...
no la haha, m in front of e canteen, facing the foyer of my sch. HAHA this is during induction (:
Sad la, its over. just finding some little picts to put in e blog to make it as INTERESTING as sharron, HAHAHA...

aiya will put more picts in future! its a promise!

2007-03-12T15:08:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo! hiiee erm... (: today i woke up early, as in, early for me to wake up on a holiday HAHA. abt six plus? yea aiya dunno la. wadever it is, my sis had an a level exam so, yea best wishes! hmm i din c her go into the sch, sadly. to b honest, i was dozing at the backseat. tired : HMM okay i had to wake up coz we arrived at West Coast Park. it was fun okay! go there ur selves. yea that place is the best for adventure camps and team building stuff. real cool! dere's Mac nearby so its perfect. yay!

aft tat, we drove to tampines. aiyo was dere early. the shops were not really opened yet! sho sad! haha but HEY dere's a converse sale and just go dere n c c. near dere i saw a tiny stall of 'gift a name'. hey the things dere r soooooo cute lehh! got pacifier! hehheh i bought 3. den i went to cut mahh hair :) now my hair is short yet long enough to b tied :) of course i wore my beloved hairband! hahaha. yea

tired laa...came home, did abit of history... n now i'm on e net le! i gotta study man...

study study study! bb (:

2007-03-12T09:22:00.000+08:00

today is soooooo wierd okay! dere isnt sunday sch and i only knew it when i reached class. that isnt that bad. Rochelle isnt here today but lydia is. dumb! we played truth or dare AGAIN...only dere's no andre for me to say hi to HAHAHA... but HEY i saw him this morning. i had sth to clarify wif him but so sad he went home bcause deres not Sunday sch. FINE! i gotta w8 till nxt wk. hmmmph!

ANYWAY i shant waste time on the contents on todays dares. well we were dancing with the music, ALOT of different music. Today was embarassing also okay! I was dancing to the song tokyo drift. den got the part "drift,drift drift" thing, den i was spinning my finger at that part ( u noe, like making pizza action) ya n i happened to walk past auntie helena's class. OH MY GOODNESS she saw me and was sooooo shocked! ARH! hehheh was amusing though...

Yea we went into a classrm and dance somemore. lalala...den halfway my phone vibrated. whose message?? HUI SIAN'S. okay the whole convers wasnt funny but confusing. i added some frm ytd's so it's easier to understand.

yesterday:
HS: Hi...
Joy: Uhh? U very scary lehh suddenly say hi HAHA! yea just came out frm tuition so i now den reply. Erm HI! yea wads up?
HS: Scary meh? Ah yah i gonna go check my eyesite
Joy: Now? u really got eyecheckup or just a description? HAHA u noe how dumb i m? i go buy a hairband bcause sharron wears one HAHA! yanyi seldom wear la. Hey ever tot if changing hairstyle? haha
HS:Ya i thought of it be4
Joy: Hey u wanna try fixing ur hair! haha yay i'll try on mon can? Haha so nice! Do u tink i should cut my hair a bit? Oh yea sorry 4 late reply...

today:
HS: just cut my hair, i wanna wait 4 it to grow first. N i really go check eyesite, getting new specs. just realised look a bit like yanyi's.
Joy:Ehh arent u in church? heehee! Man i gotta w8 till nxt wk to c ur new look! Eeyer...Y not send me a pict of urself through sms or email lo haha
HS: Same look lah, ponytail n fringe shorter that's all
Joy: Huh?! Den u say u look abit lyk yanyi? Aiya ur specs leh? Red? Cool...Yanyi rawks okay! U yanyi i sharron :) hees
HS: I mean e specs. anyway they r not red. hey sry i gotta go bye.

orh okay bye! haha aiyo i cant believe i acctually wrote everything down HAHA! we were joking tat hui sian is yanyi while i'm sharron. SOOOOOO funny (:

eeeyyer...i gtg soon! tok later (:
Bye~!

2007-03-08T19:52:00.000+08:00

sorry if i was hurtful in the previous post. i dun hate my grp of friends, i promise. we are still friends. but not as close as before.