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Saturday, July 12, 2008 @10:20 PM

i feel damnnnnnnnnn pissed now so i shant talk too much.

one? because of 2/Ollypop 2008.
two? leaders invest 2008
three? 2/Ollypop 2008
four? leaders invest 2008

WTH. cheat my feelings.

suddenly mute? suddenly dumbstruck?
say not involved in interaction? say dont give badge?

like, this is the ONE and ONLY ONE time where ____ is here for invest can.
and i wasnt there. at interaction. to take photos. to, well, interact.

of all people, _ _ _ _. ____cant come next year cos ____'s sec 3 this year.
and my ONLY chance is gone. thanks to you selfish people.

and like, hey. if seeing people from your own class getting humiliated before your very own eyes is pleasure, you already have it.

you guys are definitely not mute, cos you cheered so much for CL.

it's like so painful to see the four go up to stage dressed up so nicely and putting alot of effort to buy matching clothes and make up, facing the crowd searching desperately for the class to cheer for them. and i saw it with my own eyes that the class were stoning. having them (even myself) looking like social rejects and total retards. and after that? "sorry".

tissue cant stop internal bleeding. just like how "sorry" cant stop emotional rejection.

we know we arent like the most popular clique in the class, but we did that to represent the class. cant you spare a cheer to let us spare our faces?

I really really needed that ONE interaction session. it was given away.
We really really wanted our badges that day. only some got them.

why is this world seem to be crashing down on me?!

NAYR. sheesh. congratulate me, for having another failure.

dont get me wrong. i dont hate them. i'll be okay and back up soon.

joyy;


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