Thursday, February 14, 2008 @4:07 PM
Today something set a spark on the already-full-of-flammable-gas mood all these while since day one of 2008. and THUS i'm here to seriously SPOUT everything here. names are left out as it is not...convenient.Let X be that girl. (so mathematical!)HELL. on the first day i arrived in class late cos of pc duty. everyone chose their seats already and OBVIOUSLY there's an empty seat beside X cos NO ONE wants to seat with her. WHAT TO DO? make a hell out of a noise? so i decided to give her another chance to prove herself nice (she sucked last year, many know it). YES. so i did. now i TOTALLY regretted, but think back, what could i do? -.- i tell you, my life was SUPER sucky sitting with her alright. she gets you into TROUBLE. she seeks people's attention and does simply GROSS stuff. once she collected rubberbands and started using the holepuncher to cut up those rubberband. and i was SUPER GROSSED OUT man. she's DAMN weird. she's so EXTRA and OUT-OF-THE-BLUE. she LOVES injections and CRAVES more scars and many others. anything you find gross and disgusting, she'll love it.i'm serious okay. i'm not exaggerating. and 99.99999999% of you reading this is TOTALLY agreeing with this. and there are MANY MANY more stuff that i'm irritated and suuuuuuuper pissed with X, man. my fingers and toes arent enough to count. okay esther says she ous (sth like idolize) me. but HELL why is she doing this to me! it's PURE TORTURE.OKAY THATS NOT THE POINT. the real spark was today, i tried ignoring X in case she gets me into more trouble (adviced by pamela(: ). and then X told me that we have to meet xuqi and sunanda to talk abt something. then after a while she kept whining, telling me not to go cos they will talk very long, and that they(xuqi&sunanda) talked for VERY long yesterday after choir. but i was like:" no, i'm going" (it might be any SL stuff that X doesnt want me to know, so i'll get into trouble. oh yes talking about SL, she kept saying she doesnt want to be SL, but deep down, everyone can tell she wants to, unless they're REALLY BLIND. she is LYING, BLIND PEOPLE.) so went to meet xuqi (sunanda wasnt there) and was told that we arent working well...not cooperating...not close... LIKE WHO WANTS TO BE CLOSE WITH SOMEONE LIKE HER...and xuqi was looking at me ALWAYS, which means that its directed to ME. like WTH. isnt that OBVIOUS that what the 3 of them talked about ytd, pris was telling all SORTS of rubbish and crap? and esther calls that OU-ING ME. right.i do feel that she does try to please me every time she could, but that is BEFORE choir. during choir, she's like KING QUEEN over me and whatever you-know-what. whatever it is, i seriously cant STAND people talking rubbish and crap just to make them seem great, or to get out of troubles. X has TOTALLY NO INTEGRITY OKAY. you want proof? sure, you can, i can list them down for you. but I'VE GOT NO TIME NOW and i'm SO PISSED and making me list down everything will PISS ME FURTHER. i seriously WISH i can say this to X: you suck. where's your integrity?! stop bothering me, and spouting nonsense although it's your profession. just, simply, SHUT UP and GET OUT OF MY SIGHT. GAH.
the 3rd post before this is a simplest and not-so-bad example. it happens ALWAYS, and i know that, being the girl sitting beside her. i know her inside out, although i DONT WANT TO.
whatever you think about me, so be it. let the truth win.
