Monday, June 4, 2007 @9:56 PM
oh gosh school holidays STARTED for more than a week. sheesh. and i did not have time to blog. okay i shan't make any lame excuses more than a week ago on sunday, Youth Fellowship brought us to Seletar Reservior for a picnic. we had fun but it was really hot okay! we played captains ball and i almost sprained my ankle. i must admit that kenneth's sister, rachel, was a super good player (:
VOLLEYBALL!! there was a VOLLEYBALL! i cant help grabbing it, swinging it in the air, positioning my hands and hit it up into the air. my memories of playing volleyball swung back to me. ohhhh... (: or ): ?
and i just can't get used to kenneth's new LOW voice. freaky. and i forgot to buy Ian a bottle of water, i feel so guilty as everyone was sooooo thirsty. Rachelle and i sat at the bench facing the reservior. and then we started singing "everyone sang" softly. went for this leadership workshop on mon and tuesday! it was FUN hahaha, with many nice and meaningful games. did alot of tests also, and i found that my personality colour is ORANGE, and i'm an aesthetics person. ahh whatever, maybe orange is nice after all (: lol
and I'M SERIOUSLY BROKE i went to gift a name and bought some stuff. i made a necklace, and it cost a bomb. the string (which is BLACK CLOTH, not even metal) was priced at WHAA-?!and each bead was 90cents. and that person's name was long. shytt
went to watch Shrek 3 this evening. hahaha it was super funny! and the lime sundae from mcdonalds is nice by the way (: and ya for the shaker fries, DON'T pour all that salt-like thingy in to the paper bag. it's SUPER SALTY okay, my sis only put about half a packet and i was salted to death. and we bought the lime sundae just to 'revive' ourselves. well the reason for not buying coke instead was because we're going to drink it in the cinema later anyway... diao, okay i feel lame. (: (:
i got this feeling that my mom DAD read my handbok filled with my inside feelings, my deepest secrets, and i admit, there was some bad and mean words in it. those pages were folded, and i'm in a down and depressed mood, and a little bit angry. i feel wierd. everytime i was down and depressed, at night i will feel very hyper and laughing all the way. i almost got a few fingers sliced off by the ceiling fan while jumping crazily on the bed. AND when i was excited or happy, i soon find myself down and depressed at night, like now. what's wrong with me?! i'm too young to have depression(choi!) maybe i should just pretend to be happy and bubbly, but that makes me feel worse inside. well maybe after throwing tantrums ard will make everything well and pleasant again. BUT THAT'S NOT GOING TO WORK WITH MY PARENTS. according to them, there is no room for rudeness. which is why my sis and i had to sleep in the balconey when we were rude. fyi, balconey is not considered a room.
random shoutout: ogre babies are acctually quite cute!
oh and i went to the extent of asking for the 'everyone sang' score from sec one friends in other school's choir. and i've been trying to play the piece. i must say its tough, especially for people who nearly failed sight-reading during practical exams. but i will do it EVENTUALLY! and my piano teacher said i overpractised my exam pieces, which was no good. but hey it proved to my parents that i actually spent enough time on practising piano! which is GOOD for me, to avoid more noisy alarm clocks. and playing the 'everyone sang' score is a great motivation. YES!!fine. see, i can't remember what really happened this week. i managed to complete most of my holiday homework. and YES i just remembered. i realise i cry easily. i cried when i read 'the clay marble' when Jantu died. hey that's weird, i thought i was strong.
2nd week of holidays is my 'project week'. and i'm going to watch cedar choir on sat! YOOHOO!! i think i shall buy flowers~~
sorry, i'm tired. NIGHTS.
